THERE GOES MY HERO

insomniac

2008-11-19T03:15:00.007+08:00

I really hate how
I have so much to say
and I cannot say it to you
nor can I express myself enough over here
or to anyone no matter how much I tell them
I realise
none of these feelings matter
yet I am still feeling them
though you are probably not going to give two hoots
about anything
I'm probably nothing to you anymore
was I even anything in the first place?
I really miss talking to you
seeing you smile
hearing you laugh
now it seems that all the time spent
all the afternoons
were nothing but
a big mistake
and now just a huge heartache.

I won't even bother putting this
in a fancy poem
where every line rhymes
because no words now
even make any sense
so why would I bother
lying and faking
by trying to make these words have a tune
It'd be useless like how I'm trying to forget you.

Your Guardian Angel

2008-11-19T02:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Abigail Tay ♥! 181108

(ew I look damn digusting in this picture D:)

YAY ABI YOURE 14! Haha do you remember when we were like super close in p6? :P I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ABI :) Hope to see you super soon k :D ♥

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Kay, hah didn't blog yesterday (on the 18th) so yeah, here I am :) Apparently today's Stephanie Chen's birthday HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE HEHEHHEHEHEE

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

sigh.
I love the movie Pixel Perfect.

Whatever

2008-11-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

Sigh I'm in a super whatever, heck-care mood right now...

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

nah

How many texts are in your inbox?

2 (I delete messages)

When did your last hug take place?

erm, long time ago till I cant rmbr. havent exactly been in contact with people recently

Who was the last person you talked to?

justin chong

Is the last person you held hands with attractive?

never held hands man

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?

haha i dont have top friends, do i? and anyway i wouldnt know whos most like me

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

nope i get insects (stupid question -> stupid answer)

Will you get married?

maybe?

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?

nope

When was the last time you smiled?

just now laughing my ass off @ something

Does anyone like you?

yeah sure why not, im so effing likeable, NOT!

Who was the first person you talked to today?

uhhhhhhhhhhh i cannot remember

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

er there are so many hahaha

What are you NOT looking forward to?

uh. having to go offline cause everyones going offline

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

maybe?

Are you a forgiving person?

yes

What's something you really want right now?

have the people i want to talk to be awake

Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?

er no

Who was the last person you drove with?

nobody?

How late did you stay up last night and why?

about 4+ am

If you could move somewhere else, would you?

of course

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?

erm i cant remember exactly when but nerine knows what it was about, but it wasnt THAT hard.

Can you live a day without TV?

yes (if what i want to watch can be watched online or through other means)

What is your ring tone?

skyway avenue by we the kings

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?

October 24th and the few weeks following it (now im totally over it)

(and before people ask/think/assume, no its not)

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?

nope... :|

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 14 months ago?

nope (because its 'nobody' and im talking to people now), geddit?

Are you pregnant?

obviously not

What did you do this past Saturday?

Went out with nerine :D

When is the next time you'll hug someone?

who knows

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?

nope

What are you doing this coming weekend?

i actually have no clue

What do you want?

right now? rightrightright now? sleepover @ someone's house/anywhere

What are you eating?

nothing at the moment

Who do you miss?

nobody in particular right now

What is your mood?

had and sappy (sad and happy), bored

Are you happy with life right now?

right at this exact moment: not really

Who was the last person you texted?

ruth lee

Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?

i cannot remember

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

yep

First person under 'J' on your cell phone?

janella ooi

What's the best thing that happened to you today?

er technically the day just started (it's 2:08am now) and its probably laughing with mirabelle over something haha

When was the last time you cried?

i dont remember the date

Do you believe in God or yourself more?

God

Which song would you want your potential other to sing for you?

I have no clue, right now every "ooh so sweet" song is so bloody retarded and cliched (listening to with you by chris brown now. i guess its a great song and i luv it and all but sing it to me? ew please)

Can a guy and a girl be bestfriends?

why not

What love movie will you want your love life to be like?

er i dont know

Which friend do you see yourself in?

(hha is it just me thinking sick or is the question damn sick) er but yeah, either way, i dont know

Do you and your bestfriend have telepathy at times?

maybe

What's the sexiest thing about the opposite sex?

no idea

Do you prefer girls/guys with straight or curly hair?

depends?

Do you prefer to be proposed face to face or through other modes?

what other modes are there? webcam? sms? msn? i honestly wouldnt mind, if it leads up to face-to-face

Soccer or basketball?

both are fine(playing) but i prefer watching soccer

Describe your friday nights in one word.

normal

Policemen or Firemen?

er i dont know?

Do you think night safari is romantic?

never been to it

Angelina Jolie or Jennifer Aniston?

Do I look like brad pitt to you?

Brad Pitt or Wenworth Miller?
...itd be wentworth miller but maybe brad pitt (cause wentworth miller's gay. right? i dont know)

Manly or boyish?

manly

What does your last text message say?

i cant rmbr

Are you bored?

im doing this quiz, wtbh do you think

While it lasted

2008-11-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

QUIZZES!

1) Do people treat you as side dish?
~~Nah, I'm too d to the e to the licious to NOT be the main dish~~
Yeah.

2) How are you feeling now?
hungry haha i think i shall go eat cereal

3) What was the first thing you said/did when you first woke up?
open my eyes?

4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
...

5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
I hope not, that'd be kinda scary don'tcha think? O_O like. omgomg scary. imagine somebody's hand reaching into your body plucking your heart out; OMG SICK!

6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
i think i can survive without money but i cannot survive without the things that money can buy. does that work?

7) Are you afraid of pain?
yeah

8) What do you feel like doing now?
eating cereal

9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
I LOVE YOU! :D

10) List 5 things/people you dislike now.
Being hungry, Being bored, Being confused, Being annoyed, Hate

11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
Eating(what! im hungry x_x), being high, being happy, having fun, smiling/laughing

12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be?
SUSHI

13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
happy

14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
haha er. i dont know. criticism session again? HAHA

15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
somehow turn it into a joke, laugh for about 89 seconds, remember how unhappy i was and laugh at myself for being unhappy over it (yeah its true)

16) Which country do you like the most?
england

17) Which is your favourite band?
hahaha errrrr i dont have a fav

18) Are you happy?
I think

19) If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?
I dont know, dont think I would. what if things turn out worse than before?

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
ENGLAND

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
ahaha i dont know?

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
yes

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
true, never-ending, everlasting happiness.

5. Things you cant live without.
God, faith, hope, love, etcetc :D & the things we require to live and stuffsz hahaha

6. What are you afraid to lose?
my life/senses

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
Invest it, so I would get more money. Start my own photography company, open my own studio. Buy everything I ever wanted to buy. Treat my friends to something?

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Photography.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
I took it from Vivienne's blog so here goes. Bimbotic/Pervertic/Flirtatious. HAHA very GOOD points eh!:P

10. What makes you happy?
haha nothing specific

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
I try not to hate. I cannot think of any certain characteristics now

12. If you have a super power, what will it be?
Haha I have no idea.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
happiness

14. Who do you think is the most important people in you life?
God

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
no.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
dunno leh. (haha shit i feel so unloved now HAHA)

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
er. laugh hahaha

18. Who are you close to?
God ( i hope ..)

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her/him?
eh didnt i answer this question already? deja vu o_o, & anyway I LOVE YOU!

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
er er er make better friends with people that i dont talk to now

21. 8 things that scare you:
Dark, loneliness, failure, eh I cannot think of anymore

22. 8 things that you like/love the most:
God, you, you, you, you, you, you, you!

23. 8 important things in my room:
Eh I dun noe leh.

24. 8 people to do this questionnaire:
(Ill list it at the bottom for easy reference so they can do everything at one shot HAHHA)

1. Who would you want to be with for 24 hours?
Haaha I dont mind anyone, srsly (because who said you cant bring technology with you? :D)

2. Who do you blame for your mood?
haha i'm feeling sad&happy at the same time now so err I dont blame anyone?! theres nobody to blame anyway

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
NO, wait do ants/insects count?

4. What should we do with stupid people?
educate them?

5. How long do you think you will live?
haha i dont know and im scared to think

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
open my eyes?

7. Last person you went out to dinner with?
my mum and sis

8. Are you spoiled?
"I've been taking public transport home ever since Primary 4/5, most of the time alone. I got my first phone in Sec 2. I only took a plane twice in my entire life. Call me spoiled, and I'll call backup, no kid. "- quoted from Vivienne & I totally agree(except I got my phone in p6)

9. Do you drink lots of water?
I would like to think so, but my mother begs to differ

10. How do you vent your anger?
I start laughing. (Really)

11. The last compliment you received?
Uh. omg this sucks, i cant even rmbr!

12. Do you look more like your mother or father?
haha I have no idea actually, some say father some say mother, both?

13. When was the last time you threw up?
haha long time ago till i cant remember (thank goodness)

14. What theme does your room have?
wtf..? -.-

15. Would you ever join the military?
er no thanks

16. The last website you visited?
genlim's blog HAHA

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
uh Mirabelle I think (WAH SEH THAT WAS LIKE 11th NOV HAHA I HAVENT TAKEN A PICTURE OF/W ANYONE SINCE THEN HAHAHA)

18. Last person you went to the movies with?
Nerine, Madagascar 2!

19. The last person you stared at?
UHHHHHH HAHAHHA I bet it was some random person, I cannot rmbr

20. Number of pillows on your bed?
haha er 2?

21. Is anything alive in your room?
ME!

22. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
back!

23. What is your current goal to achieve?
clear my stuff, so messy HAHA

24. How do you feel when you see him?
bewildered cause i dk who "him" is?! -.-

25. How long is your hair?
haha not as long as i want it to be

26. What are your current worries?
er er er i dont know

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
(1) Darkness
(2) Being alone
(3) Weird noises in the dark at like 3am
(4) death
(5) losing senses
(6) freaky people (like dracula/frankenstein ??)
(7) banshees/witches/the paranormal

7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST
(1) God
(2) family & friends
(3) blessings
(4) love
(5) photography
(6) performances
(7) you!

7 IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM
(1) air
(2) walls
(3) floor
(4) prescence of God
(5) computah
(6) phone
(7) ME

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
(1) I'm a very weird person. Like very, very, very.
(2) Sometimes I speak without thinking, but that's not necessarily a bad thing because either way, I say what I think, so too bad too sad 4 U.
(3) I can read people(sometimes easily, sometimes not that easily)
(4) I usually have to use 2 straws to drink, but because of global warming and I'm trying to save the earth, I've decided to kick the habit and use 1 straw instead. (omgz go me right 8D)
(5) I. hate. people. who. lie. to. me.
(6) I feel sad & happy at the same time most of the time
(7) I THINK UR KEWL

7 THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
(1) Attitude
(2) Personality
(3) Beliefs
(4) Looks (partly)
(5) Generous (eh even if damn rich, but so stingy dont want to spend on me, how can! :P)
(6) Romantic
(7) Smart (more of street smart than book smart)

7 THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE
(1) Ride a rollercoaster (eh shut up lah, my mother don't allow can)
(2) Be a famous photographer and be feat. on ANTM! (think nigel barker :O)
(3) Invent some super cool thing or discover the cure for AIDS! (gosh, what a dreamer)
(4) Smash a guitar.
(5) Throw a rock concert \m/
(6) Rent a house, hold a party, smash everything, leave.
(7) Spend proper time w/someone special

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
(1) LOL <- #1 as told by many people
(2) HAHAHA
(3) wtf
(4) wtpingpongbasketballbaseballnetballsoftballvolleyball etcetcetcetc
(5) I'M BORED
(6) I LOVE (insert thing/person here)
(7) ♥

7 CELEB CRUSHES
I DUNCH HAB LEH HAHAHA

P.S I tag Odelia/Kevin/Jonathan Wong/Jeremy/Whoever else actually does the quizzes that I tag them to do

Memory

2008-11-17T01:01:00.021+08:00

*DISCLAIMER!
I have to REALLY warn you... This post is kind of unbelieveably long. A LOT of pictures and this isn't even a tenth of the pictures I have. But do enjoy :)
veryveryveryvery unglam pictures -.-

It's like a flashback.. pictures from certain events from this year. It spans from January to November yeah? I'll continue Nov-dec like when the year REALLY ends.

These are the pictures that I have no idea from when.. Random staybacks & hanging out :) (i have SO many more photos, but i cant possibly post them all!)

^ that was just WAY TOO unglam :\

JANUARY:

Ahh, my friend Kepak Ayam :D One of those random MSP lessons and we got bored

Christelle & Yannting :D

FEBRUARY:

Yes 2S, look how interested we are :D
(chinatown heritage tour)

Robyn :)

Some random day, Nerine and her obsession with making things seem like she's squishing it

Haha Christelle & I took this with Justin's phone at ...

FUSION! We're so going next year again, christelle!:D

OMG ROBYN/W BRACES :) (Yea, this was how long ago it was!)

JEC+ IMM with Ruthlee and vivienne after CNY celebrations in school

Yea 2S, that was you in February :P But some things just never change huh!

Camwhoring in corinne's room after cip at sungei buloh (we were gonna go for cip at jurong library)

MARCH:

NERINE'S (ex) HOUSE!

CHRISTELLE'S (ex)HOUSE TOO!

HAHA Dk what the hell they are doing :D

We're stalking our juniors :O

APRIL:

@ willabelle's house

SCGS carnival :)

MAY:

I spent my birthday/birthday week/birthday month with heckloads of wonderful people

the picture says it all :D

2S's fav restaurant! and omg look at corinne's face :D so filled with joy!

Sunsets :)

Davita Pearlyn Momoko Cheryl :D

All the super random visits to Ariel's house!

Odelia & dave @ tanglin club :D :D

ariel and I bring a whole new meaning to retarded. (RRRCRRR!)

FIVE STONES PROPHECY ~(aka nice name for something completely stupid and retarded)

Yeap, that's him :D

haha OMG this picture was so funny

"brandon!"

"kevin!"

First part of my birthday was spent at the VJC Photography seminar :D

GO LIPIN! Make us proud :P
"so what was going through your mind when you were taking this picture"

"er.. nothing?"

♥, need I say more?

Second part of my birthday hm. (meh these pics make me cry)

♥

(Haha, should photoshop Jem into the pic, between bran and willa HAHA)

JUNE:

Crazy day haha

Money shots!! Ruth being unglam and a pic of Corinne(very rare !!)

Kimtin's house :)

History museum!

ALOUD! semis

KAP railroad with Grace :D

Math mugging @ bukit Merah library with ruthlee (haha screw tha stupid piece of paper at my mouth!)

JULY:

Heh, it was founders day and we found this broken ac badge at the back of the sch hall, so there!

Family night, hha I only have two pics and this is one of them

after drama night, liaun :D

dance night, seniors

dance night, juniors (ehh just bloody ignore me and look at kia nicole/christelle/rachel/teikwenHAHAHA)

dance night, classmates (AHA and i thought i was I was unglam, look at nerine teehee :P)

the first school day after june hols HAHA beauty world with shiying ruthlee abitay!

it was the ~~bombxz~~ outing. 'nuff said?

(didn't get a pic of lexy D:)
Aloud finals :D

Be yourself day! Jump shot(it was on shutter) so it was the before, the jump itself, and after HAHHA

SEPTEMBER:

Randomly went to Carolyn's house xD (Omgz shutters!)

Random sleepover at ariel's (oh gosh you have no clue how much we were sweating at that time HAHA)

OCTOBER:

I just realised how hilarious this picture is. They're throwing a RAINBOW carnival in a school that's painted in pratically 40 shades of grey?

Halloween @ shu's :)

NOVEMBER:

We all love full-lengths, don't we

ASPIRING AHLIAN HAHHAHA

eee eyebags

THE WONDERFUL STAIRCASE

and the lift :D

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if you've made it to here,

CONGRATULATIONS!

This is only the beginning.

It's 4:03am and I've been keeping ariel awake.

toodles!

Whatever you like

2008-11-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

Whoa let's see. 15th nov I went out with Nerineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ It was so stupid, because we went one whole big round around Singapore and ended up back at the place we first started. We went to Shaw/Lido and saw movie timings and realised we didn't want to watch anything so we went to Sakae @ The Atrium(Next to Plaza Sing) to eat buffetttttttttt haha omg then later we got lost on our way to mediacorp haha in the end we cabbed there, passed bran's friend the stuff I wuz supposed to pass bran then later nerine and i went to some esso mobil mart, wanted to crash liz's but couldn't then we cabbed back to orchard

and like omgz the whole day cannot be written out hha but it was so funny because we kept trying to find our way around and in the end we cabbed haha rofl then later from thompson(we couldnt find thompson plaza...) we cabbed to cine, when we reached cine we changed our minds and walked around and decided to go to shaw/lido then we watched Madagascar 2 teehee it's rly good :D

omg for some reason i feel sooooooooooo effing tired even though I haven't done anything

2S! I sent out class party details so PLEASE check your email damnit (I know a lot of ya'll dont.. -.-)
eh, this is even considering if you read this lah! ok nvm hahaha

BUHBYEBYEBYEBYE

Liar, liar

2008-11-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Let's see how far we've come

Haha me, mirabelle in primary 6. Gosh :)

Don't you just love God! I do!

I'm on a quiz high :D

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1. Do you have secrets?
Who doesn't?

2. What if you fall infront of the whole school?
"BECAUSE TONIGHT WILL BE THE NIGHT THAT I WILL FALL FOR YOU, OVER AGAIN!~~"

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
~~YES!~~, ~~NO!~~, ~~maybe~~ I dont know.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'll cross the bridge when I get to it

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are a blessing, doesn't actually matter which is more of one. Just count your blessings, and all will be well :D

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
haha I can't think of that many. But Collide - Howie day mhm.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
God.

10. What makes you angry?
People hurting me when I've never done anything to hurt them

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I don't know, I don't really care at this point of time.

12. Do you hate people that bullies your friends or loved ones?
No no I love it.
OBVIOUSLY RIGHT!

13. What are the most important things in life?
GOD, knowing the right way to go, happiness

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
red? i dont know, i've always loved rainbows :)

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Sorry I'll be honest, I won't give my all, but I will give the most that I can. Relationships never work, don't you know? Would you like to lose everything? If you do, you're kinda stupid(In my opinion anyway)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Why would I have to pick? Just cause I fall in love with them doesn't mean I have to pick one to be with. What makes you think both of them even like me back? HAH you lose.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
How horrible we talking?

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I don't like anyone

20. 5 people I have tagged:
Anyone.

1. Will you marry the person you last texted?
No -.-

2. What did you do today?
Go out with my mum and sis.

3. Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarass them?
Dont have an ex ya?

4. What is one fact about the last person who texted you?
(Brandon Ang) he just finished his O levels (right?)

5. How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
as if I remember?!

6. Last time you were on the phone?
Calling my mum

7. What's for dinner?
Pasta

8. Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
nope

9. How many e-mail addresses do you have?
haha I cannot remember

10. Last time you washed your hair?
haha just

11. Do you like Oreos?
no. I LOVE

12. Can you ice skate?
doubt

13. Do you have a brother?
yup

14. Do you know how to change a diaper?
i er, never tried

15. Do you keep a planner?
no hahaha (eh 2S, you fail to plan is a plan to fail!!!!)

16. Do you take out the trash?
hahah sometimes

17. What's the best part about being single?
haha the best part about being single, is the fact that you are, indeed, SINGLE

18. Do you watch "The Hills"?
hehe yes sometimes :P

19. What are you thinking about right now?
God :D

20. Wearing any bracelets?
nah

21. What are you doing now?
what do you think (teehee)

22. Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
God.

23. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
haha I never thought about it

24. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
If I had the money and security, YEAH WHY NOT BABYEH!
Oh and plus, if he loved me as much if not more back

25. Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
NO HAHAHA

26. Are you afraid of falling in love?
no, I'm afraid of falling in love alone.

Taken it all away

2008-11-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

I hate you.

Then I remind myself, I don't hate.

I freaking despise you.

I don't even see what people see in you.

I used to.

Now you're just ~~another of those~~ No wait, you're even worse than them. All they ever did was act like a bitch.

You...

You.

There aren't even any words to describe you. You're just such a ____________.

Spotlight

2008-11-13T16:57:00.007+08:00

*EDITED

Haha okay I was bored at Mirabelle's house k but I think it looks nice haha and that's all that really matters ~

Whoohoo I actually love watching Nigella Lawson hehehe it's so interesting. & sigh I'm so bored :( I have nothing to do lately hahaha I think I've been eating way too much ice cream ~~ :(

Don't say I didn't warn you, huge quiz spam so if you don't wanna read, DON'T.

40 BIG Secrets
Be honest no matter what
[ONE] Who are your last three texts from?
Odelia Odelia Odelia

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken ?
MSN: Mirabelle's house!
Friendster: outside the science labs in school :)
Facebook: It's a picture of Dory damnit

[THREE]What is your middle name?
DONT HAVE ONE, I WANT ONE :(

[FOUR]Your current relationship status?
~~Singer (SING GIRL =~~ SINGLE) ew omg lame. ignore that HAHA

[FIVE] Does the person you like, like you back?
OMG YES! God loves me !!
& plus, I LOVE YOU YOU LOVE ME WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILY ~ WITH A GREAT BIG HUG AND A KISS FROM ME 2 U WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOOOOOOOOO

[SIX] What is your current mood?
CONTENT

[SEVEN] Whats your mum's name?
WHY YOU WANNA KNOW?!

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
WHITE

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
YES because it's nobody

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something would you?
I DONT THINK SO!

[ELEVEN] Do you have a crazy side?
YEZ OF COURSE It might be my only side hahah
(omg hannah montana the other side the other side the other side of me)

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
NOPE

[FIFTEEN] Do you want to see somebody right now?
YES!

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
drama serials, yes!
drama in my life? not so! (haha @ "our very own 90210 minus the killer looks and super cool houses and cars etc")

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
dunno :D

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
I could be your hero baby ~ I can kiss away the pain~ HAHAHA
and ehm I dont know

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
haha er i dont know?! height?!

[TWENTY-TWO] What’s your biggest secret?
:O

[TWENTY-FOUR] Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
hahahaha nowhere?!

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
SALIVA

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other language?
Yez

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell?
NICE ONES?

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life?
I dont know

[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
NO

[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
YAS

[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?
er er er so many things! omg im thinking what i'm typing HAHA AH

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing?
...nothing?

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory?
(for this year, first thing that came to my mind was Birthday 2008 but...)

[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
nigella lawson on tv!!!!!!

[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told i love you to?
hahaha I DNO!

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Who was the last person you yelled at?
hhahaa jeremy and brandon i think (over the phone call HAHA)

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?
i dont know and i dont care

[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile?
GOD
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1. Daryl Chen
2. Odelia Tan
3. Eunice Chan
4. Ng Lipin
5. Mirabelle Tan
6. Cheryl Yew
7. Momoko Loh
8. Elizabeth Kao
9. Melissa Ng
10. Alyssa Ng

1. Who is number 6 having relationship with? (Cheryl Yew)
Haha no one(I think, at least for now HAHA)

2. Is no.9 a male or female? (Melissa Ng)
FEMALE! (I think... :O :O :O)

3. If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Momoko Loh & Alyssa Ng)
UH NO! HOMOSEXUALITY = NOT GOOD

4. What is no.2 studying? (Odelia Tan)
Haha er bio chem geog lit? or was it hist. amath? eh sorry ode :(

5. When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ? (Eunice Chan)
quite long ago, 10th nov D:

6. What kind of music does 8 like? (Elizabeth Kao)
Hahaha I guess the normal everyday kind!

7. Does 1 has any siblings? (Daryl Chen)
Haha omg I don't know HAHA a little sister? haha I HAVE NO CLUE

8. Will you woo no.3 ? (Eunice Chan)
Already got someone else, I woo for what HAHAHHA

9. How about 7? (Momoko Loh)
HAHA I DONT THINK SO

10. Is no.4 single? (Ng Lipin)
Yeah la of course :P HAHAAHA (don't kill me plz :P)

11. Whats the surname of 5? (Mirabelle Tan)
TAN!

12. What is the hobby of 10? (Alyssa Ng)
SHOPPING! ~

13. Do 5 and 9 get along well? (Mirabelle Tan & Melissa Ng)
I don't think they know each other!

14. Where is 2 studying at? (Odelia Tan)
CHIJ (Toa Payoh)

15. Talk about something for 1. (Daryl Chen)
CSIEXPERT~~@HOTMAIL.COM~~ :D

16. Have you tried developing feelings for 8? (Elizabeth Kao)
NO!

17. Where does no.9 live? (Melissa Ng)
HAHA she neh tell me! Nvm I'll go stalk her HAHA

18. What colour does 4 like? (Ng Lipin)
omg I dont know leh :P Orange? Blue? Green?

19. Are 1 and 5 best friends? (Daryl Chen & Mirabelle Tan)
I don't think they know each other!

20. Does 6 have any pets? (Cheryl Yew)
hamsters!

21. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Momoko Loh)
HAHA nah, I am *coughcoughcoughcoughcoughcoughcough*

22. What is 10 doing now? (Alyssa Ng)
haha I have no idea

1. Nerine Chew
2. Or Shiying
3. Claudia Ng
4. Rachael Nicole Tan
5. Eva Tan
6. Brandon Ang
7. Kevin Koh
8. Ruth Lee
9. Kimberley Tan
10. Sarah Cae Lim
11. Christelle Guillon
12. Gabriel Chen
13. Daniel Chan
14. Jeremy Ong
15. Jon Tan
16. Sean Lim

How did you meet 7? (Kevin Koh)
Hha Odelia added to MSN convo

What would you do if you had never met 15? (Jon Tan)
Have one less person to confide in

What would you do if 10 and 1 dated? (Nerine Chew & Sarah Cae Lim)
HAHAH point and go "LESBIAN LESBIAN!"

Have you ever seen 16 cry? (Sean Lim)
Nope, I've never even seen 16 HAHAHA

Would 3 and 6 make a good couple? (Claudia Ng & Brandon Ang)
HAHA doubt they know each other and brandon OOI la not ANG HAHAHAHAH

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Rachael Nicole Tan & Sean Lim)
are you kidding me HAHAHA

Describe 11: (Christelle Guillon)
HALF-FRENCH, SUPERKEWL, SHE IN DA HIZZLEHSZZXZX!

Do you like 4? (Rachael Nicole Tan)
HAHA YES!

Do you think 8 is attractive? (Ruth Lee)
She is like sh0 kawaii w0rz ~~~

What’s 5’s favorite color? (Eva Tan)
HAHA I HAVE NO IDEA. Blue? HAHAHA
(HAHA omg I just realised I actually typed "Eva Green" instead of Eva Tan HAH omg if you people don't know Eva Green is the person who acted as Vesper Lynd in Casino Royale)

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Kimberley Tan)
Ooh pretty long ago, 6th nov

Who is 13 going out with? (Daniel Chan)
HAHA OMG I DONT KNOW :P

What year is 16 in? (Sean Lim)
2008 (aren't we all) HAHAHAHAHA sec 2.

Would you ever date 7? (Kevin Koh)
-.- I hate this quiz KEVIN I KNOW YOURE GOING TO INSULT ME SO JUST SHUT UP
& NO!

Would you ever date 3? (Claudia Ng)
Nah, Booi will kill me ): HAHAHAH jk, no thanks I may have "kissed a girl and liked it" but I'm not les

Where does 8 live? (Ruth Lee)
Spottiswoode!

What is the best thing about 4? (Rachael Nicole Tan)
Her honesty, she's damn funny, and she's just real fun to be around :D

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Sarah Cae Lim)
I love you & when are we going to your house again! :)

What is the best thing about 9? (Kimberley Tan)
She's AWESOME

Have you ever kissed 7? (Kevin Koh)
Wah fck I really hate this quiz AND NO!

What’s the best memory you have of 16? (Sean Lim)
Haha when we became "besties" even though it's like bloody fake HAHAHA

When’s the next time you’re going to see 6? (Brandon Ang)
Haha this sat! (I think) maybe HHA

Is 5 pretty? (Eva Tan)
HAHA ER actually quite leh! :O :O :O :O HHA but definitely look like a man

What was your first impression of 15? (Jon Tan)
NICE

How did you meet 3? (Claudia Ng)
Hahaha uhm, KAP I think!

Is 6 your best friend? (Brandon Ang)
Haha why, yes he is :D

Have you seen 1 in the last month? (Nerine Chew)
No :( but I'm going to !!!

When was the last time you saw 16? (Sean Lim)
NEVER HAHA

Have you been to 12’s house? (Gabriel Chen)
NOPE BUT I WANNA SEE HIS BITCH(his dog)

When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (Sarah Cae Lim)
Very soon I hope! ♥

Have you been to the movies with 4? (Rachael Nicole Tan)
No :O Omg we must HAHA I remember she was so freaked out by the 4bia trailer HAHA

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Ruth Lee)
I don't think so!

What did 12 write on your wall? (Gabriel Chen)
Real wall: NOTHING
Facebook wall: NOTHING
& YOU GOT NOTHIN' ON MAH WONDERWALL!
Gabriel you suck HAHAH

Would you give 11 a hug? (Christelle Guillon)
YES!

When have you lied to 6? (Brandon Ang)
Never :)

Do you know a secret about 8? (Ruth Lee)
Haha omg I dont know leh! I dont know if what I know are secrets or what HAHAHA but oh well, I never tell anyone, so ok!

Describe the relationship between 12 and 9. (Kimberley Tan & Gabriel Chen)
Strangers HAHA

What’s the worst thing about your friendship with 9? (Kimberley Tan)
We used to be best friends in P6 and now we're not :( hehe

What’s the worst thing about 6? (Brandon Ang)
He's too busy!

Have you ever danced with 14? (Jeremy Ong)
NO ~~you think he can dance meh~~ HAHAHAHA

How long have you known 13? (Daniel Chan)
Hmmmm a few months?

Does 11 have a bf/gf? (Christelle Guillon)
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
no

Have you ever wanted to punch 2 in the face? (Or Shiying)
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

Has 1 met your mother? (Nerine Chew)
Haha I think so!

How did you meet 14? (Jeremy Ong)
Haha yeah how ah? Through someone I cannot remember who HAHA

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 13? (Daniel Chan)
I don't think so but if I ever did, I don't think it was an accident HEH.

Do you live close to 7? (Kevin Koh)
Er sort of?

What is 8’s favorite food? (Ruth Lee)
KFC CHEESE FRIES! HAHAH "my cheese fries!!"

If you could change one thing about 6, what would it be? (Brandon Ang)
Haha nothing :D

Have you traveled anywhere with 9? (Kimberley Tan)
does regionals count! if it does, malaysia!

If you gave 2 $100, what would they spend it on? (Or Shiying)
FOOD!

Out of the top 16, which is funniest?
KEVIN KOH.

Who is the most flirtatious?
let's see
Shiying, Gabriel, Daniel
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

Which one lives farthest away?
It's either Brandon or Jeremy (I have no idea where Sean lives though)

Which one do you hang out with most?
I dunch know leh, depends :)

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1. How old will you be in 3 years time? ;
seventeen ~ like the magazine

2. Do you think you'll be married by then? ;
NO

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months? ;
dunno lazy to list out & i said it in the other quiz.. somewhere

4. Who was the last person you talked to? ;
my mum

5. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? ;
hah i stole this from vivienne's blog, bimbo perv!

6. Who was the last person who text you? ;
odelia

7. Who was the last person you hugged? ;
cannot rmbrrr

8. What were you doing at midnight last night? ;
WATCHING THE TYRA BANKS SHOW

9. Parents seperated/divorced/married? ;
married

10. Last time you saw your dad? ;
ytd?

11. What happened at 11am today? ;
i was sleeping

12. Do you prefer bring held by hands or waist? ;
dno

14.Do you prefer shoes socks or bare? ;
depends on where i am haha

15 Are you a social person? ;
i.. think?

16 What was the last thing you drank? ;
water

17 Favourite ice-cream? ;
haha any yummy thing :)

18 What is your favourite dessert? ;
haha i dont know! AS LONG AS IT TASTES GOOD WHOOHOO

19 What's your favourite song right now? ;
Collide

20. Must have for your guy? ;
common sense and love 4 me

21. Do you like coffee? ;
YES!

22. How many glasses of water do you think you drink a day on average? ;
eh I dont know

23. What do you drink in the morning? ;
depends?

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a lip ring? ;
WITHOUT

25. Nerd or Ahbeng? ;
NERD 8-

26. Do you know how to play poker? ;
NOPE HHA
unless you mean I poke you you poke me HAHAHA then yes I pwn

27. Any plans for this week? ;
SUSHI ON SAT!

28. Do you eat out or home more often? ;
haha home but bought

29. Have you ever been in an ambulance? ;
NUP

30. Do you prefer on ocean or a pool? ;
depends. i prefer being in a pool but i prefer oceans on the whole

31. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat? ;
WINDOW

32. Do you know how to drive a stick shift? ;
MAYBE
omg i feel like playing need for speed HEH

33. What is your favourite thing to spend money on? ;
uhmuhm i dk!

34. Do you wear any jewellery 24/7? ;
nope

35. Do you speak any other language? ;
yez

36. Can you roll your tongue? ;
yarp I THINK

37. Who is the funniest person you know? ;
KEVIN & maybe jeremy

38. Do you hug a stuffed toy when you sleep? ;
nope

39. What is the main ringtone on your phone? ;
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

40. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? ;
i doubt hahah

41. What is the colour of your bedroom wall? ;
white

42. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth? ;
YA, SAVE D(EFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ) EARTH!

43. Are you crushing on someone right now? ;
nopes im sitting on a chair

44. Do you have any tattoos or piercing? ;
nope

45. Are you bored? ;
Look at the amount of quizzes I did, are you stupid or what

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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
the latter.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
haha I cannot remember the last time when I was REALLY angry (GO ME!)

3. You are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. you have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?:
Er er er :( first I'd pray (is that considered a call?) then my mummy :D

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:
1) Yes I'd be terribly afraid, my greatest fear is death.
2) I will tell the people closest to me
3) a week before, I will tell everyone
4) I will do everything I always wanted to do (unravel everything I've ever done, tell on you, do something death-defying like free-falling off a waterfall or something)

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Love or Trust, Why?:
With Love comes trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?:
I'll call him and tell him I'll be late cuz I'm saving the life of his wife (bitch), I'll document the saving process in pictures(maybe a video too), I'll bring the dog to work and say "Happy birthday you :D"

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:
Who would tell their spouse/significant other that you've got another more or less significant other? Makes the person feel wayyyyy less significant dontcha think.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?
Recently. Not like the person cared anyway.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:
That I love them.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:
My life. Uh well cuz without it, you're nothing?

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:
haaha I can't remember, I think I say it alot HAHHAH but I mean it all!!!

18. Imagine. it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:
I honestly have no idea, I can't think of anyone.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?:
If I even knew CPR, hey why not. Only thing I'm afraid of is communicable diseases.

21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:
I actually never met any of my grandmothers before. And this is such a scary question, no kidding. Uhm. I really don't know. This question is really scary :(

22. Are you old fashioned?
Naw.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:
Haha all the time?

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:
NEVER LOVED AT ALL; if it was true love, why's there a broken heart?!??!?!

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:
I don't know.

26.Tag 5 people you can think of now to do this quiz.
1. ODELIA
2. JEREMY
3. KEVIN
4. BRANDON
5. CLAUDIA

On skyway avenue

2008-11-13T01:25:00.005+08:00

Okay, I think Blogger seriously hates me. So some pictures, for now. I was planning a huge pic spam, but Blogger refuses to let me upload :( Typing in Mozilla Firefox now instead of Internet Explorer because well, IE decided to go against me as well.
Hello, life.

Anyway, more pics from that day (my sense of time is all wonked up already)
Like now it's 2:41AM and I'm not sure what day it is so Yesterday/Today/Tomorrow are all, like huh? Oh well. I haven't talked to a lot of people recently :( Because ~~my sister has been hogging the computer~~ I seem to be able to only get online at 12+ and well, I don't think any other crazy person would stay till unearthly hours like this. ('cept Odelia/Genevieve). Speaking of Genevieve, she suddenly disappeared after Tata4Now after she was supposed to be changing comps. Haha you whore! :P wonder where she is now x)

Okay, as much as I want to talk to people, sometimes I doubt they want to talk to me.
Teehee, seeing new tags on my tagboard makes me happy.
So if you're reading, make me happy! :D
(Karma man, karma.)

The Superman pose is OFFICIALLY my favourite pose HAHA cheesy eh but I don't care

Another I-look-like-I-killed-someone picture :S

I think this picture would look nicer if it weren't for me holding the dolphin & star wand, HAH!

According to Mirabelle, this is the Poser smile. I have to half-agree.

If you can guess who we got inspiration from for this picture, Good4U ;)

BUENO NACHOS!

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Ooh speaking of Bueno Nachos, reminds me of Kim Possible which I was watching just now hahaha somewhere in the day/evening. :) I think the cutest couples are cartoons hahaha eg Kim Possible + Ron Stoppable. Cute! Okay now I sound er spastic.

Sigh even though I (sort of) feel like sleeping and I know I should sleep, I somehow don't want to. Hm oh well.

I think "epic" is my new favourite word (for now anyway).

Good night.

Shock & surrender

2008-11-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

Before I start updating,
Excerpt from Genevieve(Lim) and I playing Shoot, Shag or Marry.

Holy toledo :P

Fall back into my life says:
*NAME HAS BEEN OMITTED HAHAHA
* NAME HAS BEEN OMITTED
ERERERERERER. ERRRRR. Er.er.ere.r. uhm. erm erm erm erm erme uhm. o.o
Fall back into my life says:
I cannot think of someone else HAHAHA
Fall back into my life says:
OHOH
Fall back into my life says:
*NAME HAS BEEN OMITTED
Genevieve/Lackluster says:
SHOOT MYSELF

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Went to Mirabelle's house todayyyy Ohemgee so fun :) haha sigh so tired, and there's just on much shit to say :P If you want more details you can visit her blog :D I'M JUST TOO TIRED TO SAY EVERYTHING!
& VENEZIA IS !!! Wheeee ~ :)
Just some pictures, cause I haven't received all yet :D :D :D

AND, PARDON THE EYEBAGS =_=
Late nights hahaha

I'LL KEEP YOU MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET

Meet Mirabelle, Robbie(the dolphin), Bobby (the scarf), Pearlyn
HARDYHARHAR
(GIGGLEGIGGLE!!)

Watch out I'm a kungfu master

Ewk omg I look like I killed someone

MS LOY WILL BE SO PROUD !!!!!! *sniffsniff* Yez thank you 4 this award B)

Night Drive

2008-11-11T04:18:00.002+08:00

I realised I haven't been posting pictures here for quite some time. Hopefully I'll get some new ones later when I go to Mirabelle's house :)
Out with Nerine on Saturday. And most probably going to support Brandon at his audition :D

AND HAHA to the most epic "debate" @ 4am w/Jem Bran Ode.
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APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars. (Haha not that significant an amount)
[ ] I tan easily. (I burn more)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. (I love it the way it is :D)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Am I the only one who finds this creepy?)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (Wasn't a slip, and how is it embarrassing)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (How is that embarrassing? So sue me?)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing. (I don't snort)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (Once again, how is that embarrassing)
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. (Not so much of embarrassing, more like painful.)
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship. (WITH GOD!) [Haha I gotcha there didnt I]
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink. (I drink water everyday!! HAHAH)
[x] I can't swallow pills. (Used to be able to)
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying

Tag 5 people to do this quiz

Anyone who wants to(:

Checklist

2008-11-11T02:33:00.003+08:00

01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year
02. I still watch cartoons.
03. I've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want more piercings.
10. But I can't ever get any more.
11. I love to watch the rain.

12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk.

13. I didn’t believe in true love when I was younger.
14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
15. Sometimes I cry for no reason.
16. I cry about stupid things.

17. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.

18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.

19. I love music.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But I think I believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm sometimes a loud person.
23. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes.

25. I hate it when people criticize me for what I like.

26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
27. I fidget with anything when I'm nervous. On the contrary, when I'm nervous, I totally clam up and don't move

28. I'm a weird person

29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown. (Is really dark counted?)
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.
33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few close friends.
36. Okay, I have like 2 friends.
37. I need to lose weight.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching TV.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode.
43. I love Winter.
44. I'm addicted to AIM.
45. I have trouble trusting people.(trust too easily sometimes)
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family...
48. I loathe hot weather.
50. I hate shaving my legs.
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers.
54. I love dancing.
55. I don't always like the way I look.
56. I used to cut myself.
57. I'm a daydreamer.

58. I like when my friends write me letters, it makes me feel special.

59. I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend.
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my friends.
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry.

64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.(cause you are wonderful just the way you are)

65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school
66. I love all candy, well, most.
67. I get my feelings hurt really easy.
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
69. I wear pants a lot.
70. I am often bored.

71. I like to say what's on my mind.

72. I hate blue jeans
73. I'm online a lot.(I reckon a lot of people would agree with this point)
74. I have 2 goldfish.
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I need to work out more. (Nerine chew, running/cycling !!!)

77. I like being alone at certain times.

78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.

79. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I love.

80. I dislike shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
84. I wish my brother didn't die.
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants.

86. I need to be shown I'm loved.

87. I wish I was better.

88. I hate discrimination.

89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
90. I have a cute car.
91. I love glitter.
92. I sometimes wish I was more social.
93. I love my close friends.
94. I love to have fun.

95. I get amused easily.(I reckon a lot of people will agree with this point too)

96. I'm lazy.
97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies.
100. I cry over the stupidest things.

Oh womanizer

2008-11-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D Pearlyn is in a super happy mood HAHAHA

Met up with Eunice and Odelia today, watched Sing to the Dawn and Dragon Hunters. Both shows seem like there's no plot or wtv but both are really nice :) & Dragon Hunters is amazingly deep (or maybe I just analyse too much, as usual) HAHA!

BUT YES, so enjoyable :D Eunice left to meet... someone ;D *nudgenudgewinkwink* and Odelia and I walked around 39473295735 rounds before going to Hong Kong Cafe. And OMG it was so... :S together, we had 22 bucks so we spent at least half an hour deciding what to eat. After that we took a really long time to eat too, savouring every bite HAHAHA And later it was quite -.-! because we had to fish out A LOT of coins. :P Omg that is so not gonna happen ever again :P

Then we stoned for about 15-20 minutes talking about the most hilarious thing, EVER. :D

WHEEEEEEE :)
Mirabelle's house tmrw
Out with nerine on wednesday

Imma veryveryveryveryveryvery happy person now :D
& here's a quiz I stole from Vivienne's blog :P
ITS SUPER LONG!

#1Who is your best girl friend?
Heh I dah noe leh. Care to tell me?

#2If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
er yeah? a lot of factors involved HAHA

#3Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
i do, he doesn't

#4Where did you last sleep other than your house?
haha Shu's house :)

#5Do you have a best friend?
I would highly think so ._. unless people deny me

#6Do you smoke?
I'M SMOKIN'! HAHA geddit? but no, i dont smoke.
(btw if you dont geddit, -.- 4 U)

#6Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid?Yes, most definitely

#7Can you vote for the next election?
nope

#8What are you listening to?
the advert on TV haha

#9When will your next kiss be?
never had one, how to "next"?

#10Who do you want to see right now?
er er er er er

#11Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
NOPE!

#12Where did your last hug take place?
I can't even remember when and who-.-

#13Do you date smart people?
I don't date. (HAHA SOUNDS LIKE I DONT DANCE)

#14Where will you be at 2:02 this afternoon?
well 2:02pm has passed, and i was watching SING TO THE DAWN with odelia and eunice :D

#15What does the last text in your phone say?
the last text meaning the most recent or the last? either way, dont remember.

#16Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
:D :) :( :@ :K :B B) 8D

#17Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
HAHAHHAH yes.

#18Who did you last eat with?
Odelia HAHAHA oh gosh :P

#19Do you text alot?
unfortunately :S

#20How old will you be in 13 months?
FIFTEEN!

#21When is the last time you tattooed?
Never

#22If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them?
depends on what feelings

#23Do you wear glasses?
when I need to

#24What are you looking forward to in the next month?
december; CHRISTMAS!

#25Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
~~no.~~ wait what kind of like?

#26What color shirt are you wearing?
white

#27Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yes, :D

#28If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
a life. HAHA

#29Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
joel lee @ 4am last night HAHA omg i didnt talk to anyone yet 'cept ode/eun today :P

#30Who was driving the last car you were in?
The MRT driver. I was in the car-riage.

#31Who was the last person that texted you?
odelia (:

#32What are you craving right now?
the pork chop burger from Hong kong cafe

#33What if you married the last person you kissed?
Omg I marry nobody? :(

#34What are you excited for?
tmrw @ mirabelle's / nerine day after

#35Ever kissed your number 1 on Friendster?
YES! (its nobody becuz I dont feat. friends harhar)

#36When was the last time you cried?
hha I teared during Dragon hunters, AND DONT LAUGH K ITS A REAL DEEP SHOW, Y'JUST DONT KNOW!

#37Ever kissed someone who's name starts with an A?
I kissed A girl and I liked it ~
the taste of her cherry chapstick

#38Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Yez.

#39Last person you hugged?
Dunno o.o

#40What were you doing at 2:00 am?
online HAHA

#41Have you cried today?
dragon hunters!

#42What bed did you sleep in last night?
Why dont you come try it out ;)

#43Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
YA.

#44Ever talked to someone that was high?
I AM HIGH :D

#45Does it snow where you live?
YEAH SURE I live in a snowglobe damnit ~~

#46When is the next time you will see your grandma?
when I die?

#47Have you kissed or hugged someone today?
Nope but why dont you come on over and make it a yes HAHAHAH

#48Will you be married in the next two years?
Omg is that a proposal :B HAHAHA no -.-

#49Have you ever wanted someone you thought that you couldn't have?
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#50Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
SING-U-LAR

#51How have you felt today?
HAPPYYYYYYY

#52Do you like your name?
DUH. I know you like it too

#53Are you happy at the moment?
:D

#54What were you doing at 10:00pm last night?
online teehee

#55Last person who drove you somewhere (besides your parents)?
my parents never drive me anyway HAHA and PS, YOU cause you drive me crazy

#56Ever kissed someone in a closet?
you wanna make it a yes? you ask stupid questions k

#57Do you live alone?
STALKER.

#58Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
DUH

#59Are you crazy?
Maybeh.

#60Who was the last person to call you babe?
HAHA GREGORY KOH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

#61How has this past week been for you?
Haha the week just started and it has been AWESOME!

#62Last thing you drank?
ICED MILK TEA :)

#63Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
YES!

#64Could you ever forgive a cheater?
haha of course, everyone cheats. Like when you play cheat on neopets. :)

#65If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
Uhm uhm dory! or a starfish, idk! :S

#66What do you normally order when you're at McDonald's?
big breakfast/nuggets

#67Describe your mood.
Happy :)

#68Describe the last time you were injured?
I laughed too hard. Ouch.

#69Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Haha uhm, you name and I'll tell you if I want or not.

#70Rock concert or symphony?
I enjoy both!

#71Do you like taking the MRT?
hahha Im so used to it, i dont feel anything!

#72If you could only use a form of transportation
TELEPORT!!!!!!

#73Whats your favorite kind of cakes?
YUMMY ONES HAHA when I was a youngin it was pandan HAHA

#74Look 20 degrees to your left, what do you see?
Stereo speaker, and would you like me to use a protractor to double-check?

#75Do you untie your shoes when you take it off?
nope. HAHA

#76Do you buy your own groceries?
nope

#77What's your favorite fruit?
PEAR !! !! !! Come on dont lie, its yours too (~~or is it just me?~~ :P)

#78Do you like running long distances?
NO

#79Have you ever eaten snow?
no -.-

#80What color are your bedsheets?
Omg you forgot? ;) light blue la -.-

#81Do you hate someone very badly at this moment?
I DONT HATE (HAHA LIKE I DONT DANCE AGAIN)

#82Do you watch Spongebob?
I do more than that.
I like ;D

#83What temperature is it outside right now?
I have no clue but baby you turn the temperature hotter ~

#84Do people consider you smart?
WHY DONT YOU TELL ME

#85How many piercings do you have?
[mock emo] One... just one... through my heart..[/mock emo]
none HAHA

#86What language do you speak at home?
ENGRISH

#87What time did you go to bed yesterday?
4 am?

#88What CD is currently in your CD player?
haha there isnt

#89What do you want for Christmas this year?
All I want for Christmas is you :D

#90Favorite ice-cream?
OMGZZ I DONT KNOW HAHA

#91What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
Berlin, Palin(cf kids), Merlin(?!?!?!)

#92Lastly, whats your favorite color?
~~The colour of Blue, reminds me of you, I've never seen grey green black, you're true~~
RAINBOW! :D & omgz I miss s club 7 HAHA

MMMKTHXBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

Don't go wasting your emotion

2008-11-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Tagged by: TIFFANY SOH! :)

C. Continue this quiz by sending it to other people:
anyone who wants :O I seriously don't know who wants to so yeah! HEHE.

1. What have you been doing recently?- Nothing much. being bored. thinking.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off? - when its required
3. What happened at 10a.m. today? - er i was sleeping?
4. When did you last cry? - cant remember, do yawn tears count though?
5. Believe in fate/destiny? - maybe
6. What do you want in your life now? - hm. i dont know.
7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? - nahhhhhhh (do i?)
8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? - nope
9. What was the last movie you caught? - err i think its Quantum of Solace :D
10. Does the person know that you like him/her? - haha what person!
11. Who always makes you laugh? - ahah depends
12. Do you speak languages other then English? - yes
13. Favourite website(s)? - dunno hahaha
14. What are you doing tomorrow? - haha mirabelle's house! (considering it's 1.38am on 10th nov)
15. What do you think you are like? - this is real this is me i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now
16. Who will you choose to die with? - Er I dont know
17. Where have you been today? - living room, bedroom, living room.
18. What game do you play often? - SIMS!
19. Who are you missing right now? - IDK :D
20. If you have to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose? - "a friend is love!" - tiff! I AGREE!
21. What are you doing right now? - THIS QUIZ.
22. Which primary school were you from? - mg primary
23. Name 3 colours you like. - red, orange, yellow? whoa so hawt.
24. What emoticon do you like to show? - haha i have no clue
25. What is your life to you? - "a gift from God." - tiff! I AGREE! :P
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? - pray, talk about it
27. Who did you last chat with on MSN today? - genevievelim ;)
28. Who do you admire most? - God
29. Which month were you born in? - MAY
30. How are you feeling right now? - haha alright, still (lily allen!!)
31. What is the time now? - 1.42am
32. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? - WHAT KIND OF PERSON?! WHAT KIND OF PERSON?!A kind kind of person... ;D
33. What colour did you use to dye hair? - haha i dont
34. Why are you doing this test? - cause tiff tagged me :P
35. What do you do when you're moody? - er, mood around?
36. At which age do you wish to get married? - dunno
37. Who is more important to you? - :O
38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do? - Amen?
39. Who is the person you trust the most? - God
40. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? - YEZ.
41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be? - hm.
42. What is your goal for this year? - where's the ball?
43. Do you believe in eternity love? - guesso
44. What feeling do you love most? - love and being loved
45. Do you really think it's global warming now? - YEZZZ OUR GEOG TB SAY SO
46. What feeling do you hate the most?- hate and being hated
47. You like doing quizes? - depends on my mood
48. Do you believe in God? - :D YUS
49. Who cares for you most? - God
50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? - God
51. What will you bring when you fight? - God! no wait i dont wanna fight
52. What have you done that you regretted doing in your whole life? - gah.
53. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer? - God does!
54. What if your girlfriend/boyfriend two-timed you? - make some little scheme/plan to get him back
55. How do you feel now? - alright, still.

6 minutes

2008-11-09T21:42:00.004+08:00

Claudia
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Haha cause you seemed really nice! & also cause I guess I was a bit kaypoh :P The whole B thing HAHA!

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
Whoa this is quite hard... OH OH I KNOW! With You by Chris Brown (rmbr? :P)

3. Tell a random fact about you.
You are very cool, ithinks B)

4. Tell a first memory about you.
haha when I saw you at KAP with your "precious favourite boy" HAHA but we didn't know each other then!

5. Associate you with a fruit
Avocado? :P HAHA RANDOM!

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
Hmmm. I actually have nothing to ask!

Kevin
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Er honestly I cannot remember what was the reason but Odelia added you into the convo (It was actually a super important reason at that time but I cannot remember now...)

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
SPONGEBOB MOVIE!!!!! HAHA Go figure :P (btw I know the quote isnt from the movie but spongebob = reminds me of quote)

3. Tell a random fact about you.
You are one of the most caustic persons I know :P

4. Tell a first memory about you.
your "be careful while eating your breakfast" which led brandon an outburst of laughter cause he was imagining you with a white beard

5. Associate you with a fruit
~~YA YA PAPAYA~~ errrr actually u remind me more of celery HAHAHA er but a fruit ah. cherry? cause of katy perry HAHAHAH

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN TO ME UH GRRRRRR

Mirabelle
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Same class in P2! of course we had to make friends! :D

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
BLIND(lifehouse) and NEVER AGAIN(kelly clarkson)

3. Tell a random fact about you.
"JEREMY(sumpter) IS MINE!"

4. Tell a first memory about you.
we used to play Charmed across the corridors in p2!! HAAHAHAHA banshees ftw ok.

5. Associate you with a fruit
ER. hha omg I dont know :P Banana? I remember p2... LOL!

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO CORRUPT ME IN P2 D; AHAHA :P

Odelia
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Haha I also cannot remember :P random la since you knew bran too (:

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
Omg I cant think of any :(

3. Tell a random fact about you.
You are so kewl B)

4. Tell a first memory about you.
KAP! :D

5. Associate you with a fruit
haha orange! I dk why Or maybe a lemon. LOL

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
haha got nothing to ask (:

Tiffany
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Cause you're rad and I'm rad, lets hug!:D

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
Breakfast at Tiffany's! :P

3. Tell a random fact about you.
YOU DANCE, dance!

4. Tell a first memory about you.
Haha when did I first see you! I cant rmbr :P

5. Associate you with a fruit
watermelon! HHA cause its pinkkkk (i think? thats the reason? xD) i dont know!

6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
NOTHING :D!

Whoa Oh!

2008-11-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

Leave your name/a comment here, and I'll:
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with a fruit
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.

About you now

2008-11-09T04:13:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel very sad.

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You don't know me

You don't even care

we live and we learn

2008-11-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

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you are so going to receive the exact same treatment you gave.

this is payback, honey darling dearest.

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I love Katy Perry (:

I HATE JEREMY ONG JUN KAI AND BRANDON ANG YAN HERN.

!!!!!!!!

MIRABELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, 11th is gonna rock :)

giggle giggle ;D

Haha really tired, nothing to update on. :)

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage

2008-11-06T22:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTH & RINNA LEE!♥♥ 061008

FINALLY 14 EH(: so sad we couldn't go island creamery but it's okay, next year, more birthdays! HOPE I CAN GO SALT CAMP THEN WE CAN HAVE MORE FUN!!

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Haha had an awesome day today with Sarah, Ruth, Rinna, Kim :D Headed to BTP, met Ruth and Rinna while walking :D Met Sarah and her mum (: omg thank you Sarah's mummyyyy :D Ordered pizza, LOADS OF RETARDED THINGS HAPPENED OMG. Haha anyway then we went to Sarah's condo's function room. But the ride there was way hilarious cause we had to pick Kim up from the bus stop x)

Got everything out, ATEEEEEE. Watched JUMPER(!!!!!!!!), Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer (!!!!!!!!) and a little bit of TRANSFORMERS(!!!!!!!) which we will watch next time :) WHICH IS SOON! Hahaha

It was totally awesome, I love you all :D

After that we gayed around at the playground (OMG BAD EXPERIENCE) then Sarah went home and Kim, Ruth, Rinna and I cabbed to Kim's house bus stop then Ruth Rinna and I went home (:

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I WANNA GO FOR SALT CAMP.

I'm like kinda sick right now, but WHUTEVAZZZZZZZ

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SO SO WHAT

I'M STILL A ROCKSTAR

I GOT MY ROCK MOVES

AND I DON'T NEED YOU

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA

(PS why dont they have a hot pink colour?!)

Affection

2008-11-06T00:29:00.004+08:00

(tried my best to get the original, but all of them disabled embedding)

I could have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing, nothing at all to you?
Baby I won't shed a tear for you (I won't shed a tear)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (A wink of sleep)

Kickass song.

Collide

2008-11-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Click to enlargezzzzz,

THANKS GEN :) <3

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Some of us were never meant to be that lucky

we lost ourselves in the bright lights

2008-11-05T02:47:00.005+08:00

You know, I was just wondering. What am I and how much do I mean to you? Speaking generally yeah, so to anyone who's reading my blog. I guess(or hopefully) most of you, just treat me as a friend. Or maybe at least an acquaintance.

But to how many people do I actually mean something? I really mean something.

I'm worth your hellos, I'm worth your smiles(true ones please, keep your fake ones I don't need it), I'm just worth it.

Does anyone even truly bother anymore? (Generally speaking, about anything & everything, about anyone & everyone)

It's amazing, they say, how in a world of strangers, we eventually make our way as friends.

But it's even more amazing, how in a world of (people whom we think are) friends, we are all merely strangers.

Do you have friends

for example who were in your class

there were the occasional Hellos and Hahas and things

but as time went by

you didn't have any reason to talk to them anymore

so you didn't.

The days go by

months

years

soon you find yourself

walking past someone

in the hallway

down the corridor

you look at her

she looks at you

you know her

she knows you

you recognise her

she recognises you

and nobody says a word.

You think to yourself

"should I wave? should I smile?

No, I dont think she'd recognise me. I'll look like a fool"

and in her eyes

you can see she's thinking the same things

but you walk on anyway

so,

what do we want?

what do we, humans, want?

what do animals want.

they only want what they need to survive.

we,

we survive on things that dont even mean a bloody thing.

hey,

human nature right?

this post doesn't even make sense.

but hey, it's 3AM.

my biological clock is screwing up by the seconds. before you know it i'll be sleeping at 8am the next morning, that is if i sleep.

(why is it always my fault)

My Paper Heart

2008-11-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

I know the player with the slick trigger finger for Her Majesty
Another one with the golden tone voice and then your fantasy
Another bill from a killer turned a thrill into a tragedy

A door left open
A woman walking by
A drop in the water
A look in the eye
A phone on the table
A man on your side
Someone that you think that you can trust is just
Another way to die

Another tricky little gun giving solace to the one that will never see the sunshine
Another inch of your life sacrificed for your brother in the nick of time
Another dirty money, heaven sent honey turning on a dime

A door left open
A woman walking by
A drop in the water
A look in the eye
A phone on the table
A man on your side
Someone that you think that you can trust is just
Another way to die

Wo-oh-oh-oh-oh-oah!
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!

Another girl with her finger on the world singing to you what you want to hear
Another gun thrown down and surrendered took away your fear
Hey!
Another man that stands right behind you looking in the mirror

A door left open
A woman walking by
A drop in the water
A look in the eye
A phone on the table
A man on your side
Someone that you think that you can trust is just
Another way to die

It's just another way
Shoot 'em up
Bang bang

Bang bang bang bang

Rebel, rebel says:
*'s dao when * gets sick of people

Ouch huh?

Nope.

(I would have a lot to say, but now not anymore.)

Take back now my life you're stealing

2008-11-04T00:18:00.005+08:00

Been watching South Park. It's thoroughly enjoyable, it's almost satirical(is that the correct usage? haha) :D It's around 12:15AM now, and I'm typing this on Notepad because my internet browsers are being utterly bitchy right now. Both IE and Mozilla now refuse to open -.-

Been staying up late lately because 1) I don't feel like sleeping 2) The night is young? Haha and I know that if I go lie in my bed, I won't sleep so I might as well stay up till I become so sleepy and tired that I fall asleep.

What the fck do you want? Honestly. Can you just please tell me, at least so I can stop wasting my bloody time bothering about you and spend the time doing something else, something more worthwhile. Or at least on someone who actually bothers that I bother. You are just so damn bloody hot and cold and I cannot stand it. I don't know what to think and what to hope for. And just when I think I was right for thinking you weren't what I thought you were, you just prove me wrong which actually makes me feel good then again it doesn't. It is all so confusing and I think I know that what I think you are is what you are but can you just please stop acting like you aren't? You act like you don't bloody give a shit and yet whenever you act that way, I actually bother trying my best to ask and talk and all that crap. And then when I actually ask, you say you actually give a shit. Then why don't you bother giving a shit to act like you give a shit? Maybe because you don't. Or maybe you do? I don't know. I don't even know if I care anymore. I think I do, yet I think I don't. I think I shouldn't be, yet I think that I should. I'm starting to doubt myself, not being able to understand what I thought I understood. I am so contradicting myself here. At least if you don't care, can you tell me. Then I'll know that I can stop caring.
You even had the cheek to ask. I'm just wondering why it never even crossed your mind to say sorry when you left.

Sorry blame it on me?
Bullcrap.

Btw if you read this and know it's you, whatever.
& FYI Maybe you were never what I thought you were.

You make it real for me

2008-11-03T12:13:00.004+08:00

There's so much craziness
Surrounding me
There's so much going on
It gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone
You bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When im not sure of
My priorities
When i've lost sight of
Of where im meant to be
Like Holy water
Washing over me
You make it real for me

And i'm running to you baby
Coz you are the only one who'll save me
Thats why i been missing you lately
Coz you make it real for me

When my head is strong
But my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance
And uncertainty
I can't find the words you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me

And i'm running to you baby
Coz you are the only one who'll save me
Thats why i been missing you lately
Coz you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words i don't understand
You got to be the only one who knows just who i am
You're shining in the distance i hope i can make it through
Coz the only place that i want to be is right back home with you

I guess theres so much more
I have to learn
But if your here with me
I know which way to turn
Ya always give me somewhere
Somewhere where i can run
You make it real for me

And i'm running to you baby
Coz you are the only one who'll save me
Thats why i been missing you lately
Coz you make it real for me
You make it real for me

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Okay :) I really love watching MTV, when there's nothing else to watch that is. Hahaa it's good catching music videos, haha. Sigh 2008 has been a good year. But with every good thing comes a bad thing, right? Right. I made a lot of new friends this year, a lot. And we've built friendships that seem to feel like we've known each other for forever, but in real fact I only got to know them about... April? It's unbelievable. First there's school and 2S. 2S has bonded far beyond my expectations, even though it was over something that really shouldn't haven't been. But hey whatever right? :) Met a lot of new schoolmates too; Juniors, Seniors, Level mates. It's been a really enjoyable experience, all in all. Outside school, yeah that's been real fun too. Every friend, is a part of me. Whether or not you appreciate it. I'll always remember you, maybe because of my good memory. (And sometime's that's actually not a good thing...) And then again, or maybe because you were just such a bitch. Who knows, who really cares?

I'm almost done with the book I borrowed from Shuying. It's called Missing You from the Missing series by Meg Cabot. I feel really trashy (haha) because the only books I ever get down to really reading are trashy novels. But hey whatever. Haha and the only reason why I'm not done with this book yet is because I've been stalling because after this, I have no more to read :( So if anyone has loads of Meg Cabot or something, please lend :D Haha oh no I'm reading all this when I'm supposed to be reading Farenheit 451 or something. Speaking of which, approximately 18 more days till we find out which subject combination we were "awarded" and thus which classes we'll be in. I really cannot wait to find out. Full lit half hist, Full hist half lit. Was full lit half hist really the right choice to make? Heck, I don't really care now :(

T.I's Whatever You Like is really nice :D Hahah how random. I'm trying to make my blog posts longer.

Where'd you go

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever

Since you've been gone

Listen to the music of the moment

2008-11-02T11:08:00.004+08:00

* PICTURE HEAVY POST :)

These pictures don't so Tinghui's awesome make-up skills justice :(

Oh well, always gotta see it in real life to believeee it :D

Haha grabbed pictures from Shuying/Robyn's blogs but I don't think this is all so I might post more next time :D

POP ART IS BLUDY KEWL.

Rob & I unknowingly did the same pose x)

We glowin' cuz we hawt (thermal cameraaaa)

I am the bludy queen of screwed up faces HAHAHA

Shuttershadeeeeeees (STUPID JWKW, christmas ok!)

I honestly think Shiying looked more of BATMAN than a CORPSE BRIDE.

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♥ JAMES BOND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So what!

2008-11-01T15:34:00.003+08:00

Kinda just got back from Shu's house :) Wonderful Halloween party, but trick or treating was quite a bust! But I shall post about CF camp first :)

Christian Fellowship Camp
As usual, CF camp never lets me down. It is so, so, so wonderful. Maybe sometimes when I wake up I'm like -.- because sometimes the little kids are so uncooperative and it's really so taxing and so tiresome, but when you go, it's just like whoa. And the messages, worship :) Really good bonding with the fellow sec2s (Kim Rinna Ruth) and sec1s too (Christelle Marci Sarah) and messages really get sent through to you, and your problems apparently solve themselves all of a sudden, but really, it's God :) & the kids are simply adorrrrrrrable! Especially Samantha :D she is so lovely heeeeee.

Shuying's Halloween partyyyy
After CF camp, Ruth and Rinna's uncle sent me to Shuying's house (yaythankyou:D). Phoebe Hannah Tinghui Shiying Robyn were there already :) Watched Mamma Mia (!!! YES) but it was kind of disappointing? It was rather short! Later Ruth Lee and Abitay came, after that we had dinner then changed. OH MY PONGNESS(TH's revolution xD), THANK YOU TINGHUI FOR HELPING ME WITH THE FACE PAINTING! She is so awesome I tell you! Anyway, I went as JOKER. Will definitely post pictures as soon as I get them from Shuying. After that we went to a house in Shuying's estate but I won't elaborate k!!! It shall be something among us :S Anyway, after that bussed down to Old Holland Road, yes with all our makeup and costumes on. There was a group of guys who got on the bus and saw Shiying and went "Wah shit bus got old maid" HAHAHAHA anyway, really fun :) & there was a whole group of eurasian dudes, it was so funny omg. Shiying thought they were going to attack her because a whole group of them were running in our direction screaming their heads off with something in their hand, and in the end they stuffed a cup of yoghurt in Shiying's hand KSHFEIESHTKAWHF

anyway after a few houses, we realised it was really, really late so we went to KAP for drinks and stuff. Shiying and I walked into KAP with all our face paint on -.- and it was bloody crowded AHHA BUT WHATEVER WHATEVER !! I looked cooler than Shiying :P After that, Ting Hui Phoebe Robyn and I cabbed back to Shuying's house. Used her Mac for a while while watching MTV, Nerine and Li Aun arrived at around 1AM. After about 5 or 10 minutes Li Aun had to leave. After watching a LOT of Simpsons Halloween specials, we went to 7-11 to buy food. Talked w/Nerine for a while, then she fell asleep. So we all slept. I woke up at like two hour intervals randomly haha. Shuying and Robyn were sleeping like PIGS. Can't remember what time they finally woke up x) Around 11? Then we went up to Shuying's room where Shuying slept some more, Robyn and I read magazines. Watched an episode of South Park which was SO FREAKING RETARDED BUT SO FUNNY! Then Robyn and I left :)

I HAVE OVERCOME MY FEAR OF BAILEY (Shuying's superduper hyperactive dog which is really scary sometimes because it jumps and growls) !!!!!! Now Phoebe it's your turn :D

Okay, nothing more to post, so here's two quizzes I stole: first one from Vivienne, second one from Jeremy.

(Okay done, just wasted my bloody time doing these stupid and annoying quizzes)

Q1: Do you like your present school?
A1: YEA TTLY.

Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: Right now like at this very instantaneous moment? Nothing actually.

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: Haha uhm. Right now I have no clue :S

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: Yeah, definitely HAHAHA

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: Yes, terribly afraid

Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: Live it to the fullest

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: I'll believe it when I see it.

Q8: Do you believe in eternal love?
A8: I'll believe it when I see it.

Q9: Do you think boyfriends are a necessity?
A9: ~~Only if you're sponging their money.~~:P Nah

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: ENJOYING MYSELF

Q11: Have you ever felt affection of "that kind" towards a member of the opposite gender?
A11: "That kind"? What kind? I shan't assume here, ;)

Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: Ewk this is such a cliched question -.-

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: YES.

Q14. Who is your favourite musician?A14: Omgees I don't know :S

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: GOD :D

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: Sometimes.

Q17: What do you live for?
A17: GOD :D

Q18: What song are you listening to now?
A18: Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade :)

Q19: What was the most intimate encounter with a member of the opposite sex, not counting relatives
A19: WAH WAH GUESS. HAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHA -.- Stupid question.

Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
A20: MONEY MONEY MONEY.

1. How old will you be in five years?
nineteen

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Robyn and Shuying

3. How tall are you?
last time checked (June?), 1.66.

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
CATCHING UP WITH ALL MY LOVELIES :) & hopefully SALT camp heheheee

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Mamma Mia

6. Who was the last person you called?
my mum

7. Who was the last person to call you?
my mum(it was a missed call)

8. What was the last text message you received?
Liz telling me her internet is spazzing HAHA

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voice mail?
no clue

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
depends on who and where i am

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
In the cab with tinghui on the way back to shuying's house :D

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced
~~aliens~~ married

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
just?

14. What color are your eyes?
I dont know, you tell me

15. What time did you wake up today?
haha weird random intervals so I dont really know which you wanna count

16. What are you wearing right now?
shorts shirt

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
I dont know, all are wonderfullllllzzz

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
MY HAPPY PLACE :)

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
MY EMO PLACE :(

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. So many places haha I dont know.

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Haha I really dont know...

22. Do you tan or burn?
depends on the intensity of the sun

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
monsters in my closet having tea

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
eh. good question hm.

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
*counts*3

26. How big is your bed?
Why dont you try it out -cheekopek smile-

27. Do you use a laptop or desktop computer?
laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Come at night and see luh -.- pervert.

29. What color are your sheets?
uh. blue?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two

31. What is your favorite season?
WINTER? :D

32. What do you like about fall?
whats there not to like

33. What do you like about winter?
christmas

34. What do you like about the summer?
summer fun in the sun ~ ew gay hahah

35. What do you like about spring?
spring chickens are tasty.

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
one

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
singapore

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
depends on where i am

39. Are you a social person?
depends, what do you reckon

40. What was the last thing you ate?
a kinder bar thingy.

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
haha i dont know. anywhere that has nice food luh! why so picky?!

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
teehee I dont know. as long as it tastes good?! GOSH SO PICKY!!!!

43. What is your favorite dessert?
aha dont have a fav

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
I DONT KNOW GEEZ -.-

45. What kind of jam do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
THIS IS GETTING SO DAMN BLOODY ANNOYING

46. Do you like Chinese food?
ARE YOU GONNA BUY ME SOME?

47. Do you like coffee?
(not gonna bother answering the next few questions, so stupid)

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
-

49. What do you drink in the morning?
-

50. What time do you usually go to bed?
-

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
-

52. Do you know how to play poker?
no

53. Do you like to cuddle?
wtf?

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
no

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
TRY ME LUH wtdingdong kind of question?!

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
EAT TAKEAWAY AT HOME

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
YA

59. Do you want kids?
yes

60. Do you speak any other languages?
yes

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
yes duh

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
nah

3. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
pool

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
depends. (if you talking about buses) if aircon is leaking on window side, i want aisle.

65. Do you know how to drive?
sure.

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
DONT KNOW

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
NO!

68. What is your favorite TV show?
WTPOOT I DONT KNOW STOP ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS UGH IM SO IRRITATED BY THIS QUIZ NOW -.-

69. Can you roll your tongue?
YEA SOWHAT?!

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
CHICKENBACKSIDE LAH HAPPY?!

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
NO, I BET YOU DO ALL OF YR STUFFED ANIMALS

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Skyway avenue - we the kings

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
no, for what you stupid shix

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
the button inbetween my G and H keys on my keyboard

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
yes

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
a bear? at least you only have one thing to run from. and bears cant fit in holes that you can.

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
depends on my mood

80. What is your favorite food?
DONT KNOW

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
pour on you then you know sheesh stupid question!

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
NO

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
NO

84. What is your preferred method of transportation?
TELEPORTATION

85. What was the last book you read?
I DONT READ

86. Do you read the newspaper?
yes. comics section.

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
NAH

89. Do you watch soap operas?
sometimes

90. Do you dance in the car?
how the hell do you do that

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
class 95

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
got none here

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
haha i dont know

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
i dont know

95. What is your favorite board game?
scrabble?

97. When was the last time you attended church?
uhm a week ago?

98. Who is your favorite teacher in high school?
N.A

99. Where did you go on vacation this past summer?its school in singapore

100. Favourite computer/internet game?i dont know. depends on what i feel like playing

For a moment like this

2008-10-30T18:50:00.002+08:00

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Goin away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Has it ever crossed you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
(Goin away yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
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HM, okay so kind of tired. Went to KAP for breakfast with Eva hahaha this morning it was just me and her because we thought Rachael was coming today but actually she meant tomorrow x) Ruth Lee and Rinna were just WAY too late haha! So it was math remedial OH EM GEE. Hahahaha my brain was totally not working, AT ALL. Pretty sad, that it was the last session. (SO DES NEH[sp]) After that went for CF camp day 2 with Rinna. Haha pongness luh -.- Oh well. Hahahha I HATE THE CUT-LETTERS-FROM-MAGAZINE-TO-FORM-VERSE GAME :( :( :( :( IT IS SO STRESSFUL AND JUST LIKE SO ARGH !!!!!!! But if I do say so myself, the storyline for my group's play is quite good :D But I don't think it'll come off as we planned (as usual). Ah whatever la :(

Which reminds me, I still have to make the ppt presentation -.- EEEEYAAAAAA.

HOSEA FTW. Hahha oh my goodness I am so tired. Some lil kids are so pesky. Haha poor Sarah, Rinna and I :( RUTH IS SO LUCKY HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

EEEEEEEEE, powerpoint presentation -.- Blahdeeblumduh.

I WANT TO WATCH QUANTUM OF SOLACE, SING TO THE DAWN(yeah omg HAHA), MAMMA MIA! and uhm. The Coffin even though I'll be freaked shitless.

TEEHEEE I LUV SUNSETS AND I SAW LIKE ONE OF THE BEAUTIFULLEST SUNSETS 2 DAYS AGO :D

Never ever ever never never ever ever never forget!

2008-10-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

Haha okay I dkdc if the above title is the actual number of "never"s and "ever"s from the song from High School Musical 3: Senoir Year. But anyway! Today was really enjoyable :)

Met Eva and Ruth Lee and KAP for breakfast before walking to school, Eva/Rinna/I for math remedial and Ruth for choir. MATH REMEDIAL WAS AS USUAL, THE BAWMBDIGGITY(: It's really so so so so awesome with all the people, and the tutors. I actually learn things, like wowwwww !!!!! Hahaha SO DES NEH[sp?]

After math remedial, headed to the chapel with Rinna for CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP DAY CAMP ♥ it never lets me down, it's so wonderful! Met my group, played games, and etc. Too many stuff to write out! BUT OMG GROUP 11 HOSEA FTW !!!!

During lunch Christelle Marcella Joanne and I were trying to do a High School Musical stint, we started to randomly break out in song and dance and see if anyone joined in, but we just got jeered at by pesky little kids. ~~Omg as if I care what you think~~ HAHA okay I shan't be mean, but they were rude! :O

Haha after CF, Christelle and I went to Orchard after walking to the bus stop with Ruth and Rinna (:

Haha bought food, sat around the fountain in Taka and talked talked talked talked talked :D
Haha yay I luv Christelle :D

SO VERY TIRED RIGHT NOW. WILL UPDATE MORE NEXT TIME :)

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

2008-10-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

OKAY (: I changed my blogskin fwahhahahah, yay it's pretty aint it haha okay wtv.
Played a little Sims, sigh everything is becoming so boring :(
I felt REALLY bored today. Like more bored than ever (but then again, there was ANOTHER day where I felt the same way)

At least I'm going to school tomorrow, three cheers! Math remedial then CF camp yayayayayayayayayayayay ~~~~~~

How exciting.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Somebody shout Hallelujah! :D

Miss Independent

2008-10-28T10:01:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG I'M SO HAPPY AND HIGH AND HYPER NOW ~ ~ ~

WATCHING MTV KOPI HAHA AND IT IS SO PWNAGE

I LOVE MUSIC

~~~~~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH D:

I really want to get out of the house today but I don't know where to go and what to do...

There's nothing to do at Orchard anymore ):

I wanna go running/cycling but I feel so lazy and yet I feel like doing it

LETS GO TO OUTER SPACE ~

SIGH KTHXBAI ):

Legendary

2008-10-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

"Lao Shi wu an, wo cong liang ge pi ku" - SHIYING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR CHINESE ORAL

MAJOR ROFL IF YOU DONT GET IT :)

The colour purple becuz we are so gay B)

BECUZ IM DAMN BORED,
QUIZ!
Taken from Jem's blog.

Mark your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence.
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish (YES YES YES EVEN BEFORE YOU COME NEAR ILL SCREAM MY BLOODY HEAD OFF)
[x] I'm afraid of the dark. (I was actually fearless of everything b4 I started schooling, see what education does)
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. (YES YES YES IM AFRAID TO FACE MY BACK TO ANYWHERE OPENLY IT MUST BE COVERED)
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[x] I listen to political music (Uhm example?)

[x] I collect comic books (Archie comies counted? :D)
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad. (Mhm I dont wanna drag others' moods down)

[x] I've stayed out all night. (sleepover? teehee)
[x] I open up to others easily. (Providing on how close we are and how much I trust you)
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public. (Who hasn't?)
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation (Wasn't a slip! :D)
[ ] I love Spam....
[x] I bake well (I can ok!!!)
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I want a better job (AT LEAST HAVE PAY)
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[x] I love Dr. Phil. (Fun to watch ok)
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills. (Capsule kind, I used to be fearless but now I despise antibiotics)
[x] I have a lot of scars. (Fell down loads as a kid, still fall down a lot IM CLUMSY LA)
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (Or any other insect for that matter)
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me. (Only sometimes.)
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city. (HAHA A LOT OF U ARE ALSO GUILTY K)
[ ] Thought of suicide before
[ ] Seen a shooting star (The fact that I haven't is so saddening :( )
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[ ] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange
[ ] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (Thank goodness it didn't "hang")
[ ] made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ]Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying. (When I wuz p4 I cut a ant in half and ltr I found out it was preggers because a baby ant came out of the mid-section but then I was thunking, ANTS DONT GET PREGNANT?![do they? doubt it])
[x] Have a list of people you want to kill.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day. (REGIONALS BABY)
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/friendster
[ ] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[ ]been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[ ] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip

I feel like playing Tekken or something. STREET FIGHTER WAHAHAHA
See you on the flipside ~
(been 5 days you nitwit)

Like a roller coaster whoa ~

2008-10-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

BECUZ IM DAMN BLOODY BORED, QUIZ!

The Rules :

1. Put your music player on with all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today ?
Sugar, We're Going Down(Swinging) - Fall Out Boy
Hahaha ooh, makes some sense actually

2. Will you get far in life ?
Summer Love/Set The Mood - Justin Timberlake
Haha omg sexy shit but somehow doesn't make much sense

3. How do your friends see you ?
Waiting On The World To Change - John Mayer
Hhaha that's kinda nice

4. Will you get married ?
Umbrella - Rihanna ft Jay Z
WTP!

5. What is your best friend’s theme song ?
Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens
Omg yaye but actually I don't really feel like I have a best friend now

6. What is the story of your life ?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls
Idk if this is good or bad ._.

7. What was high school like ?
Just Another Day In Paradise - David Archuleta
HAHA THAT GOOD THAT GOOD

8. How can you get ahead in life ?
Hysteria - Muse
HAAH WTPIANG

9. What is the best thing about your friends ?
Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific
Omg but good song k ;) "I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you, for you"

10. What is in store for this weekend ?
1973 - James Blunt
Uh ok lol "here we go again"

11. To describe your grandparents ?
On The DL - The Pharcyde
HAHA HUH?!

12. How is your life going ?
Clocks - Coldplay
Haha funny, how today I wuz thinking "time cannot be controlled, only manipulated"

13. What song will they play at your funeral ?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
uh uh uh ok fine D; But kewl song k

14. How does the world see you ?
Why Don't You Kiss Her? - Jesse Mccartney
UH GOOD OR BAD UH UH

15. Will you have a happy life ?
Stand By Me - Ben E. King
HAHA YAY HAPPY SONG :)

16. What do your friends really think of you ?
I'll Take My Chances - The Click Five
Hahah oh my pong that's actually quite good

17. Do people secretly lust after you ?
Colourblind - Darius Danesh
Haha omg, it fits!

18. How can I make myself happy ?
Smile In Your Sleep - Silverstein
HAHA WTA WTB WTC WTD WTE WTF But really really kickass song

19. What should you do with your life ?
The Nicest Kids In Town - James Marsden
AHHA OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!! that'll be fabu, rofl!

20. Will you ever have children ?
Dip It Low - Christina Millian
UH UH UH HAHAHAHA

21. What song would you strip to ?
I Like Big Butts - Sir Mix Alot
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do ?
Pump It - Black Eyed Peas
OMPingpongbasketballbaseballvolleyballsoftballnetball -.-

23. What does your mum think of you ?
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Yea she always told me I was wasting time HAHAHA

24. What is your deep dark secret ?
9 Crimes - Damien Rice
EEEYER NO NO NO

25. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song ?
I Know Where I've Been - Queen Latifah
I can hereby say, NO LINK.

26. What’s your personality like ?
Still Dreaming - Silverstein
HEH?! Kickass song tho' :)

27. Which song will be played at your wedding ?

Paper Walls - Yellowcard

Is that good? :S

MMMMMMMMMMM, IM SUCHA PIG I FINISHED ONE WHOLE BAR OF CADBURY CREME BRULEE IN ONE DAY !!!
ONE DAY !!!!

Alr said in the previous post but
"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much"
HAHA BUT LISTEN TO IT PPLZ! HAHAHAH
Ok I'm going a bit high, retarded ya fkshdkghsidf
I MISS SCHOOL
I MISS 2S
I MISS YOU

HAHA AND TO ABSOLUTELY NOBODY IN PARTICULAR,
I LOVE YOU!
(like, really nobody in particular haha I luv everyone yayaya)

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore

2008-10-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

Okay call me slow, but it just seriously honestly really dawned on me that school is officially over. Yeah, it's been like what, 3 days? But I went back to school on Friday and it's been Sat + Sun = the weekend, so technically there's always no school so it didn't feel like anything.

But now it's Sunday night and usually by this time I'd be packing my bag or trying to rush my homework (if I even bothered doing it anyway.) But now, school's officially over.

Tomorrow = Monday but not equals school. And for one of the first times ever, I AM DAMN BLOODY SAD!

No more school means:
- No more Laksa on Mon Wed Fri
- No more Nasi Lemak on Mon
- No more Chicken Curry on Tue Thur
- No more Fried Rice + Mashed potatoes + Mayonaise on random days where I don't actually feel like eating but I have to anyway
- No more breakfasts (w/ EvaRachRLim or Liz or Nerine) which means
- No more coffee !!!!!!
- No more butter croissants
- No more egg tarts
- No more Lor Mai Kai
- No more Siew Mai
AIYA BASICALLY NO MORE SCHOOL CANTEEN FARE !!! (if I really wrote down every single food that I miss, it would take up so much space -.-)

- No more waking up at 6AM practically every morning to go down to the bus stop to catch the 6.30AM bus and later walking up the ~~bloody~~ hill in rain or shine

- No more walking towards Locker 72, opening it, placing my white MYUK pouch which holds my phone & mp3 & EZ link card, into the locker and closing it and later proceeding to the corridor and walking into class usually half-filled at 7AM. Some people snoozing, the others usually sitting at the back of class just chatting and being retarded

- No more walking down for assembly once we hear that song which title nobody knows but everyone just calls it the Hallelujah song unless it's really called the Hallelujah song

- No more standing next to Liaun and behind Yi Fan for assembly, where Lao Shi asks Li Aun for the class list and alas Li Aun didn't collect it (as usual, as usual) and Lao Shi says "TSK" or "AIYOOO", whichever, never fails to be a great way to start the day

- No more trudging up 4 flights of stairs after standing (not that) still for about, I actually have no idea, ten to fifteen minutes? Of course devotions were always really nice and calming, but nonetheless 4 flights of stairs is seriously not the way to bring yourself to prison

- No more walking to the front of the classroom, checking the timetable and yelling "oh my chicken mcnuggets winx club sia mian bao jing tian qi shui long tou fa shi ying why do we have so many periods of chinese?!?!" But of course Mondays really nice because of Chapel & Art

- No more bombdiggity Tuesdays where there's NO CHINESE!
- No more irritating Wednesdays 1hr 40 minutes of EVERYTHING ranging from Chinese, PE, Home Ec, Physics (if I'm not wrong?) Then there's always the usual 40 minutes of Math and Geog.

- No more nap time (if anyone gets what I mean)
- No more Mrs Poh ending right on the dot, which is really cool, she is a great planner
- No more inspirational ~~nags~~ lectures by Mrs Low about "failing to plan is planning to fail"

- No more sayings for Julia and Deborah to write down (if you 2S people remember reading Julia/Deborah's notebook for famous sayings of )

- No more sudden outbursts of laughter for the stupidest of reasons ranging from Lao Shi's "AIYO" "BU ZHI DAO NI ZAI JIANG/ZUO SHEN MO LEI" "Heh, heh heh heh, heh he, eh", , Shiying/Hannah singing which in turn gets the whole class singing, all the frigging lame jokes we churn out (!!!), and even maybe just staring at the ceiling will incur bouts of laughter

- No more damn bloody as hell stupid lame but damn bloody funny jokes/catchphrases/sayings. It'll be impossible to recall and pen down all, but let's get the whole of 2S to go to ya and which reminds me of Flo Rida ft T Pain's LOW which our whole class was totally hooked on for a good half of the year which suddenly made us echo whenever asking Mrs Low ~~Low low low low low low~~ a question

- No more weird background noises such as MEH, HEH, and random animal noises (dogs, cats, horses, and anything imaginable) but of course the most amazing one would be... Ms Swan, why yes, our dearest obsession with Ms Swan and of course "Ni you mei you shu zhi wo?" If you are, just leaf me alone cause you're barking up the wrong tree

- No more lovely people to be around, with. No more retarded activities and happenings.

No more.
~~I hope~~ I'm sure all of you in 2S 2008 would definitely agree with me on this one, that 2S will forever remain in our memories, be it a good thing or bad.

Doubt it's a bad thing ya? ;)

If you read this post till here, congratulations :D

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"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much"

Best I ever had

2008-10-26T11:31:00.004+08:00

The after school life has been really... mundane. And it's only the first week or so. Haha oh well, I actually CANNOT wait for 29 30 31 because of Math remedial and Christian Fellowship Day camp after (: It's gonna be so awesome :D

Been playing a lot of Sims. It's really fun, but yknow too much of a good thing is bad. I get bored hahh (as usual)

So now I'm really bored and I have nothing to do.
more pics from Rainbow carnival :)

Cuz we are just so crazy like that ;D

Whoa abigail lee wah so sexy wah wah so sexy ~

Ewk, I am so bored :(

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. So very very very bored.

Haha you guys are so amusing, in an effort to make me look like an idiot, you just made yourselves look really stupid. Dolts ;D

Say it again for me

2008-10-25T15:08:00.003+08:00

* IMAGE HEAVY

Too lazy to put captions and write a super long story, but anyway pictures from Rainbow Carnival 23 October ya? ;) Hahaha omg Barbarella Chantel-Mcully :)

Okay hmm got nothing to blog about :(

haha I better remember to do my math remedial homework :S

Anyway, SEE U ON THE FLIPSIDE.

& when the rain falls

2008-10-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Hannah ♥! 231008

ILY HANNAHBANNAHBOBANNABANANAFANNAHFOFANNAFIFYFOFANNAH! :) You just wanna play your music XD HAHA WILL MISS YOU HANNAH, HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT YEAR IN CLASS :D

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Today was a very fun day :) The funfair itself wasn't THAT fun but what made it so awesome was the company :D Eva Rachael Ruthlim Siying Haha yayayya

and I am in love with a boy called John heheheheeeeee
He loves purple
He loves stitch
AND HE LOVES ME.

FYI this boy is 4 years old HAHAHAHA
Yvonne Goh and I looked after him at the funfair today because his mummy was busy browsing
Omg he is so effing cute
I shall post pictures of today when I actually upload them
~

Tired & lazy to elaborate

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I'm Yours <3

I'll always remember

2008-10-21T20:33:00.003+08:00

Every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

If you don't try, how can I?

Be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it

2008-10-21T19:30:00.002+08:00

Just a random picture from the visit to the History Museum on 29 June :) For the History assignment lol.

Today was soooooooooo boring :( Yea the social ettiquette talk was quite interesting(?) but still -.-

Idk what to blog about, :\

But mmhm doesn't everyone love lyrics! Hehe

I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time Deep inside It was a rush, what a rush Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way About me It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I just got to know
Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we can be Where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way I do Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away But I know this crush aint goin away Yeah, yeah yeah yeah Goin away Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Has it ever cross you mind When were hangin, spending time girl, Are we just friends Is there more, is there more See it's a chance we've gotta take Cause I believe that we can make this into Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we can be Where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way I do Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away But I know this crush aint goin away Yeah, yeah yeah yeah Goin away Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Why do I keep running from the truth All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I just got to know
Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we can be Where this thing can go Am I crazy or falling in loveIs it real or just another crushDo you catch a breathWhen I look at youAre you holding back Like the way I do Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away But I know this crush aint goin away Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Goin away Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(Goin away yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we can beWhere this thing can go (Goin away yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Do you catch a breath When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way I do

You are fine You are sweet but I'm still a bit naive with my heart When you're close I don't breathe I can't find the words to speak I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you if you're not looking for true love Oh Oh NoI don't wanna start seeing you if I can't be your only one So tell me
When it's not alright When it's not okay will you try to make me feel better Will you say alright(Say alright) Will you say okay (Say okay) Will you stick with me through whatever or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright) (That it's gonna be okay) Say okay
When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you if you don't treat me the right way See I can only start seeing you if you can make my heart feel safe (Feel safe)
When it's not alright (Not alright) When it's not okay will you try to make me feel better (Not okay) Will you say alright (Say alright) Will you say okay (Say okay) Will you stick with me through whatever or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright) (That it's gonna be okay) (Don't run away) (Don't run away)
Let me know if it's gonna be you Boy you've got some things to prove Let me know that you'll keep me safe I don't want you to run away so let me know that you'll call on time Let me know that you'll help me shine Will you wipe my tears away Will you hold me closer and safe
When it's not alright When it's not okay will you try to make me feel better Will you say alright (Say alright) Will you say okay (Say okay) Will you stick with me through whatever or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright) (That it's gonna be okay) Say okay (Don't run away) (Don't run away) Yeah Yeah (Will you say okay)
(Say that it's gonna be alright) (That it's gonna be okay) (Don't run away) Will you say okay (Say that it's gonna be alright) (That it's gonna be okay) (Don't run away)

& because innocence fades with age.

I'm really sorry but you people are seriously idiots.

But I know this crush ain't going away

2008-10-20T19:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Joanne ♥! 201008

HERE'S WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO ONE OF THE BESTEST SENIORS EVER :)

GOOD LUCK FOR Os :D :D :D

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Today was one of the funnest days ever :} I heart 2S. Anyway, did the subject cominbation option choice thingy today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M KINDA LIKE SUPER SCARED BUT WTV HAHA I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO HOPE FOR (1st choice or 2nd choice) SO I SHALL JUST BE PEACEFUL AND LEAVE EVERYTHING IN GOD'S HANDS :) :) :) :) :) :)

But honestly I don't really bother knowing about who's my house captain, junior house captain, treasurer, level reps; I don't even do sports. But anyhoo, haha.

TRAINING TMRW. Hafta go search through my picccs ~~~~

I come in carrots.
(Peace/Peas?)

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Stretch this song till a fever cadence ♥

Who am I

2008-10-19T17:19:00.001+08:00

Third post today, but whatever.

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart

2008-10-19T13:10:00.017+08:00

OKAY SECOND POST TODAY BUT ONLY BECAUSE I'M EXTREMELY BORED :(

LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY BORED OUT OF MY BRAINS.
(yoru brian, kimberlyy!)

FYI MY COMPUTER IS LAGGING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS :@
IT IS SO LAG TILL IT CANT LAG ANYMORE OMG I HATE IT :(

& OMG I TOOK LIKE 2 HOURS TO DO THIS POST CAUSE MY COMP WAS LAGGING

ROUGH CHRISTMAS WISHLIST JUZ CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT

1. Shutter Shades

2. Boxers (Spongebob/Simpsons)

3. FCUK logo shirts

4. Polo tees (any brand I dont care !!!)

5. Carebear plushies :D

6. Nice random tees

7. Camera tees

8. Band Tees

9. Webcam

And and, you HAVE to agree with me; THIS IS SO CUTE! :)

OKAY I'M SO TIRED NOW, SEE YOU ON THE FLIPSIDE.

{EDIT}

WHOA DIDNT KNOW HOW BIG A BITCH YOU WERE HAHA OMG
FUNNY LEHHHH

{/EDIT}

2008-10-19T08:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Vivienne ♥! 191008

BIMBOTIC PERVERTIC CHEE KO PEK! 14 years old now ah, so you're one step closer to being a proper paedophile, HAH! MAY YR WISHES ALL CUM TROO.

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Birthday wish aside, I've got nothing to post about! :(
Yesterday went shopping with sister and mother, new watch shoes pen :D Haha the pen is damn cute kay, it's in the shape of an ice-cream WAHAHHAA.

but omgomgomgomg I so wanna watch James Bond Quantum of Solace (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I LOVE JAMES BONDZZZZZ ♥♥♥♥♥

Woke up at like 8+ for dunnowhat reason o_o I seem to be waking up at almost 8 every non-school day. Weird.

But I am VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY HAPPY/ECSTATIC because I've finally decided!
Full lit Half hist, here I come!
Yay yay yay yay yay it was a superduper tough decision, but someone helped me :)

Haha I shall make a rough schedule of holiday activities somewhat planned so far:

23rd oct - high school musical 3/hannah's birthday
24th oct - math remedial day one (8[?!?!]-11am) :( okay i shall be happy cause it's gonna help me :) / maybe out with joie gabbie etc if i can make it
29th oct - math remedial day two / christian fellowship camp day one
30th oct - math remedial day three / christian fellowship camp day two
31st oct - christian fellowship camp day three / halloween sleepover @cherylyew's(!!!!)
somewhere in first week of nov - catch up with mirabelleeeeee :D
somewhere in between 9-16nov - catch up with eunice and odelia :)
somewhere after o levels - photoshoot with bran and bel ♥ (IT BETTER NOT RAIN OMGZ)
somewhere during the holidays - sleepover @ christelle's :)

for now heh.

OMGOMG DID I MENTION,

CHRISTMAS IS COMING

:D

I'm still terribly addicted to this song.
(Haha yea okay I know the drawing is terrible, but wtv !!! his face is too PHAT, but he's supposed to be looking slightly downwards, i guess it doesn't look like it but WTVZ!)

Am I crazy or falling in love

2008-10-18T11:34:00.002+08:00

Blogging because Claudia tagged me in a quiz. And because I've done this before, I'll leave out the second part hahaha, here goes:

1) The person who tagged you is?
CLAUDIA :)

2) Your relationship with him/her is?
friends

3) Your 5 impressions of him/her?
- LUCKY
- SMART
- RANDOM, methinks
- NICE
- UHMZ, KEWL (H)

4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Haha listen to all my crappy stuff? :P

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
HAHA SEEMS LIKE DONT HAVE LEH :( -hinthint-

6) If he/she becomes your lover, will?
HAHA N.A not applicable

7) If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
N.A

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
BE SAD D:

9) Question 9 is a repeat[apparently]

10) You want to tell for him/her now is?
Hello claudis + OMGOMGOMGOMG :O

11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
KEWL.

12) How do you think people around you feel about you?
Dkdc

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are?
Uhhhhhhhh

14) On the contrary, characteristics you hate of yourself are?
Uhhhhhhhhh

15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
Uhhhhhhh

16) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Hey.

Okayz, I guess I have nothing else to post about hahahah
byebyebyebye
P.S I love Miranda Cosgrove's Stay My Baby :)

AND AND AND
FULL HISTORY HALF LIT
or
FULL LIT HALF HISTORY

I still haven't completely decided :(
suggestions and opinions, people.

Tongue tied

2008-10-16T18:45:00.003+08:00

:) I LOVE 2S :D

hahaha today spent practically the whole day in the chapel, omgggg hahahah I really love 2S, they are so much fun. :)

I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT SUBJECTS TO TAKE :S

Oh wellojello,
short post today :)

Oh ya, photog training rocks :D

Haha omg this picture is so funny, the story behind it is even funnier :)

:D

Oh, misery loves me

2008-10-15T20:07:00.002+08:00

Said I'm okay

but I know how to lie

If you don't really care or don't really wanna know, then just don't ask. Even if you ask and I say no, I wouldn't elaborate because I'm sick and tired of talking about things when nobody actually really gives a damn.

Results suck. And normally studies/academics/results didn't matter until everything else that mattered just fell through. So there, come 2009, top priority = studies. Went for the fourth last Malay lesson of 2008. Met Joanna and Teenzhen at King Albert Park's Macdonalds before taking 173 there. Put bags down in Tutorial Room 6 then toured the neighbourhood :) Which is particularly quaint and I love it so much, I want to move there. Only 4 of us were present (Joanna, Teenzhen, Tzeshien and I) so Cikgu let us watch a movie and Oh.Em.Gee it was so fabulous :)

Nearly almost about only a week more till the end of the school year. :(
I am very devastated about that actually. I will really miss 2S, all the lame jokes :)

Ariel, Eva, Shiying - My 3 desk partners, I hope you enjoyed sitting next to me as much as I enjoyed sitting next to you :D

Sec 3 subject options briefing tomorrow, brief introduction today by Mrs Low, and all the different subject combinations. Pretty confused and unsure of what I want to do next year, but I'll get it figured out.

Photography training tomorrow and next Tuesday, heartheartz.

Oh yeah, interhouse games were this morning. I think my team was pretty good I guess 8D Haha they were all really friendly and stuff so yay thank you :) We tied, won, lost. So we got 3rd, but no prizes for 3rd, so wtheck, haha. Watched Benchball and Frisbee finals, Frisbee was actually quite exciting omg haha.

The brownies that Eva bake are actually really super duper yummy :D I am so going to try my bestest and go to her house during the holidays to bake (!!!) Haha excitinggggg

Confession session with Rachael Yifan Eva Ruthlim was nice, haha. And like whatever man, I don't care what other people think; that's the reason why it's a confession? Telling something that you never told because it was considered, I don't know. Not meant to be said? Eh whatever, I don't even know what I'm talking about

anyway why am I typing in so many paragraphs.

Oh wellojello,

Christmas is coming :)

You know you love me,

XOXO Gossipgirl.

Resonance

2008-10-12T14:56:00.003+08:00

Hahah this conversation is soooo hilarious, w/Kimberly Tin :D

She's in red and I'm in blue, HAHA I'll highlight the more "important" parts x)

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
I still feel likg running away

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
to a different country

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
where no one knows my name

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
hahaha

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
like..BOSTON.

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
(augustana hinthint)

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
lol

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
lol

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
orrrr

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
ummm

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
really

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
HOUSTON

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
CALIFORNIA

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
(boys like girls, hinthint!)

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
since i cant go BACK IN TIME,

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
i might as well GO SOMEWHERE ELSE

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
omg i feel like writin ga song

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHAHA

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
HAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
SINCE I CANT GO BACK IN TIME TO SEE YOU BABE, I MIGHT AS WLEL GO SOMEWHERE ELSE SO I WONT NEED TO SEE OTHERS AND REMIND MYSELF OF HOW MUCH IM MISSING YOU WHOA OH OH OH

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
soalme -.-

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
*so lame

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
LOL

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
RAAAWR

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
WOW PEARLYN

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
YOU ARE A NATURAL :D

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
LOL HAHAHAA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
i think the WHOA OH OH OH part was so extra HAHAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
so lets add in more!

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH OH

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH OH

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
LOL

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
I THINK IM MISSING YOU MORE EACH DAY

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH OH

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH OH

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
I WONDER IF YOUR ETHINKING OF ME TOO

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WHOA OH OH OH OH !

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
SO BABY SINCE WE CANT TURN THE HANDS ON THE CLOCK

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
CAN I AT LEAST HOLD THE HAND THATS YOURS (!!!!)

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
just for this moment

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
in time

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
whoa oh oh oh

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
lets freeze the scene

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
whoa oh oh

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
and youll be all mine

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
whoa oh oh oh

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
we'll watch the sun set

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
and rise the next day

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
cause whoa oh oh

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
i would never leave

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
damn this is stupid

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
DUDE

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
but so cool (H)

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
ARE YOU ACTUALLY MAKING THIS UP LOL

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHA YES

hello beautiful, how's it going? says:
IT'S AWESOME!!

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
HAHAHAHA (H)(H)

(I'm Yours)Collide, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be says:
WRITE IT DOWN YO HAHAHA

HAHA Even though the above information is soooo stupid, it's copyrighted incase some toot wants to steal it :X
(unless someone actually wrote that song before, but honestly I've never heard it so there.)

PEACE OUT :)

Truth or consequence, say it aloud

2008-10-12T10:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Tinghui ♥! 121008

These are the only pictures I have of/with you! :(

Have a fabulous fourteen tings and don't emo anymore k! :D

Other than that birthday wish, don't really have much to say
SO BYE :)

Cherry chapstick

2008-10-11T16:03:00.006+08:00

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could come between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We’d be alright
We’d be ok

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me

That best friends can not be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship the good times we had
you can have them back

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won’t forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends can not be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again
You’ll remember me my friend
You’ll be wishing I was there for you
I’ll be the one you miss the most
But you’ll only find my ghost

As time goes by,You’ll wonder why
You’re all alone

So thank you for showing me
That best friends can not be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

So thank you - for lying to me
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back

Thank you so so much I love you forever for that[showing me how screwed up things can be] ♥

And I mean it ;)

I've been thinking lately, about a lot of things and I always think of writing a super long post, but haha I'm not gonna waste my time writing shit about you for saying shit about me.

But I do have this to say:

I don't even know why you are angry at me HAHA It's actually quite amusing, you are sooooo angry at me for bitching to your best friend about you. And I'll just let you know; I'm not stupid. I'm just really really PUZZLED. Why are you so angry at me for telling your best friend that you're an idiot and all the stupid things you do? Are you scared? Are you ashamed? Haha it really makes me wonder. It didn't even affect you damnit, you should actually thank me :D I helped you find out how true they are to you! (I actually wrote something here but erased it :) )

Haha alright, get real :D

Been thinking 'bout regionals, in retrospect, it was seriously honestly THE turning point. So many things unravelled and revealed. & it was really, really enjoyable. :) Late night room roaming and all the stupid things ever imaginable/thinkable(?)

If I could find you now, things would get better

Ocean Avenue huh :)

Haha isn't it wonderful, how many things can return to you(thoughts/feelings/emotions) when you look at something. Pictures, notes, anything.

Was looking through pictures, haha do you remember, do you remember?

Also found my Art sketchbook, the Impressionists and the Abstract pieces. Painting in the quadrangle, breeze against your face. The abstract - haha that was funny. Just lining up all our sketchbooks and going crazy, throwing paint at the books/tables/each other. But I must admit, the end results were pretty amazing :D

And here's a pic of the totally awesome necklaces bought from Malaysia, I bought the I♥U/ILOVEYOU while Ariel bought the chris thingum that's kinda like a car plate?

haha Malaysia. feel like going there now :)

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your ♥ starts to wonder where on this earth I can be

Thinking maybe you'd come back to the place where we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of this street

So I'm not moving

I'm not moving.

Lord you catch me when I'm falling

2008-10-10T10:51:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Liaun ♥! 091008

YOU'RE FINALLY FOURTEEN, dear bartop babe(Home ec joke)!

I'm very sure you had a fabulous birthday so I'm not gonna say "Hope you had a great birthday!"

:D LUVULIAUN&will miss you loads next year :(

Btw, I just remembered, thanks for the bubbles last year :D (if you still remember HEHE)

-------
Worst & Best days, a day within each other.
Awesome huh :D

hahaa appearance vs reality, my current most FAVOURITEST topic.
SEE U ON THE FLIPSIDE.

Save me from this afterlife

2008-10-08T18:16:00.003+08:00

No pictures because I'm currently at Ariel's house... Yeah.

Life sucks, but it goes on, so deal with it.

Yesterday when I mentioned that nothing else had ever been so screwed as my Mathematics Paper 1? Well, today just took over and it wasn't even the Math paper. I think.
Oh well,

life sucks, but it goes on, so deal with it.

life sucks
but
it
goes
on
so
deal
with
it.

yeah. sure.
~~screw life man i think im done with this shit~~

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move.

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wander where on this earth i can be

thinking maybe you'll come back to the place where we'd meet

and you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of this street

Now till forever,

2008-10-07T19:13:00.003+08:00

NO PICTURES TODAY BECAUSE

~~NO MORE PICTURES/LAZY TO FIND~~

I'M IN A DARN BAD MOOD BECAUSE I SCREWED UP MY PHYSICS AND MY MATHEMATICS PAPER 1.

I HAVE NO MOOD AT ALL TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL.

AND BY NO MOOD, I MEAN NO MOOD.

After the papers I didn't even have the mood to LAUGH. Usually laugh like mad w/ Kim Ruth Rinna after school (haha damn funny omg)

But Oh well

nothing has been ever so screwed up

mathematics paper 2, is gonna screw up my life even further.

ONE

BIG

SAD

FACE

AND

NOTHING

ELSE

SAY

ANYMORE

Smile in your sleep

2008-10-04T11:03:00.004+08:00

You won't let me down

You lied

through your teeth.

I'm really running out of pictures to post. Soon enough my posts will be pictureless. Yes, that is until EOYs/O levels are overrrrrrrr Photoshoots with brandon and belicia ♥

Haha I need a new blogskin.

I shall go work on it

(I'm so free, huh? But everyone needs a break sometimes)

Monday: Literature / Biology

Tuesday: Physics / Mathematics 1

Wednesday: Mathematics 2

Thursday: Chinese 2 (Comprehension) / Chinese 3 (Listening)

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Hha okay I'm using my previous blogskin. I like it :) And maybe I'm just too lazy to make a new one just yet.

[/edit]

{editedit}

Okay, I was bored alright. So here's a quiz.

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see you?
Your Star - the All American Rejects
That's really nice to hear :) (If it were true, anyway)

Will i have a happy life?
Homewrecker - Hellogoodbye
UHM O_O But it's a cool song ya :B

What do my friends really think of me?
How Do You Sleep - Jesse Mccartney
Haha they're really wondering how do I sleep?
Haha that's not exactly nice, considering what the song is saying haha

What do people secretly think of me?
Moment in Time - The Pharcyde
Heh, they think of me only as a moment in time?
That's. sad. hahhaha

How can I be happy?
Helena - My Chemical Romance
Hahaha I don't understand.

What should I do with my life?
65 Pearlyn and Ovidia - Podcast from Primary 6
WELL I DON'T THINK I SHOULD BE DOING THAT WITH MY LIFE
Being retarded and speaking rubbish (Honestly, go listen to the podcast -.-)

What is some good advice for me?
When It Rains - Paramore
Mm, that's kinda nice yknow.

How will I be remembered?
Gravity (Live) - Sara Bareilles
Something always brings me back to you, and it never takes too long
:) HOW NICE

What is my signature dancing song?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
HAHA I actually agree with this shiz

What do I think my current theme song is?
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
wow I actually REALLY agree with this shiz.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Heaven (911 Remix with little girl) - DJ Sammy
UH. That's bad and sad and NOT rad.

What song will play at my funeral?
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
OH. MY. You cannot be serious.

What type of men/women do you like?
Forever - Damage
Haha uhm it kinda makes sense :D

What is my day going to be like?
(The Legend of) Miss Baltimore Crabs - Michelle Pfeiffer
This so cannot be good.

And because I'm bored, I'll do it again! :)

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see you?
Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific
Haha I actually don't mind, it's nice

Will i have a happy life?
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft. Neyo
That ain't actually a bad thing.

What do my friends really think of me?
Situations - Escape The Fate
Whoa that's pretty extreme ;)

What do people secretly think of me?
Wait a Minute - Pussycat Dolls
what the.

How can I be happy?
Good Morning Baltimore - Nikki Blonsky
BALTIMORE AGAIN? Haha alright then, it's a veryvery happy song :)

What should I do with my life?
Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall
RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.

What is some good advice for me?
You Were There (Acoustic) - Southern Sons
Hmmmmmmm, nice.

How will I be remembered?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls
Oh hot damn I love this question :D

What is my signature dancing song?
Throw It On Me - Timbaland ft. The Hives
HAHA I LOVE THIS QUESTIONNNNNNN

What do I think my current theme song is?
The Saddest Song - The Ataris
Oh that's sad. But hey, wonderful song :)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Mercy - One Republic
Ooh, interesting.

What song will play at my funeral?
Shine On - Ryan Cabrera
A little late, don'tcha think?

What type of men/women do you like?
Slide Along Side - Shifty
Haha, that's hot

What is my day going to be like?
9 Teen 90 Nine - Limp Bizkit
o_O

YEAH IM GONNA DO IT AGAIN, LAST TIME OKAY

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see you?
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
Haha does that mean I'm the reason or people see me like I have teardrops on my guitar

Will i have a happy life?
Must Have Done Something Right - Relient K
YAAAAAAY :D

What do my friends really think of me?
Wonderwall - Oasis
HAHA PWNAGE, definition of Wonderwall: someone you can always rely on, knowing they'll never leave you (geddit, wonderwall, wall? rely? never leave?)

What do people secretly think of me?
Me Love - Sean Kingston
HAAHA PWNAGEEE THEY THINK OF ME AS THEIR ME LOVE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

How can I be happy?
Hero - Nickelback
OMG PWNAGE PWNAGE PWNAGE THIS QUIZ IS GOING SO WELL

What should I do with my life?
Looking Through Your Eyes - Leann Rimes
:D

What is some good advice for me?
Ms New Booty - Bubba Sparxxx
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, nice one man nice one

How will I be remembered?
Ain't No Other Man - Christina Aguilera
Hahaha oh my goonahes

What is my signature dancing song?
We Intertwined - The Hush Sound
Affirmative :)

What do I think my current theme song is?
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
:D

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
AHHHHHHHHH, LOVE THIS QUIZ

What song will play at my funeral?
Pop Punk Is Soooooooo '05 - Cobra Starship
FUNKY.

What type of men/women do you like?
Life Goes On - Tupac
Haha omg that's so pwnage

What is my day going to be like?
Get Ready For This [Orchestra] - 2 Unlimited
FYI if you don't know what this song is, it's the Bring It On song HAHA"prepare for world domination""are you ready for this"

Third time's a charm ;)

And my iTunes just shuffled to That's Not My Name.

Haha I'm high now.

Peace.

{/editedit}

In the stillness, in the quiet place

2008-10-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking, looking down the road you should've taken

Mm, I feel very sad today for some reason :(

Can this year not end, please?

I got nothing to say already. Bye. (This time it'll be for a long, long time)

Screaming hallelujah

2008-09-29T16:27:00.005+08:00

Sarah Heah, Carolyn Kwok, Cheryl Yew

Sleepover after Eoys kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

♥♥♥♥

I love Yew, Cheryl♥ BFF4EVAZ
(WORDPLAY OMG !!!!)

I am definitely as hell not having fun,
so why is time flying so fureeken fast?!

You know, I really wonder
are you as excited as I am?
I hope you are,

Date line (I am gone)

2008-09-26T19:56:00.004+08:00

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to, cause I wanna hold yours too.

WOW I REALISED I HAVEN'T ACTUALLY BEEN UPDATING BUT NEVER MIND OMG DO I SOUND VERY EXCITED/STRESSED? UHM CAUSE I AM BECAUSE EOYS ARE STARTING IN LIKE TWO DAYS (NOT COUNTING TODAY) AND WELL THE LACK OF PUNCTUATION IS DUE TO THE WRITER (AKA ME) TRYING TO MAKE THE PACE SEEM VERY FAST TO CREATE TENSION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup. I just finished highlighted my exam schedule :)

And yes, omg! IT today was really awesome, can't wait to get the videos from Liz :P And oh my gosh, 2S I am really going to miss you :( Can we get a full class shot, please? Everyone's lame jokes, everyone's stupid laughter, and everyone's everything!!! Sigh. :( and :) at the same time. So now, Liaun's sitting infront of me, Shiying is sitting on my right (HAH, proof of you stalking me luh.<- that's my conclusion hor :D) and a wall next to me, as usual. Rachael Shiying and I are PWNAGE, we didn't need to change seats at all, B) Okay now I don't really see what's so pwnage about that -.- NEVER MIND HAHA Someone has really bad mood swings... like ROFLMAO kind.

I. LOVE. GUITAR. HERO! It is so awesome, and bina I LOVE YOUR HOUSE can I come over again sometime pleaseee :( Whoot. 2 days 2 days 2 days to eoys! Then OMG, 8 more days till they're OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Pwnage. B)

I love tvwxyz, but most importantly, I Love U! Lame jokes ftw okay ;)

Note to self

2008-09-19T18:57:00.004+08:00

Yay Tinghui lookie what I found! :D

I look frikkin unglam in this but I don't care,

ESSO/MOBIL UP TINGHUI :D

Regionals 2008 ♥

ahaha I feel like typing in different colours today so i'm going to type in Rainbow! :) I totally (heart) History & Mrs Heng HAHAHAHA Yayaya I feel kinda happy today, isn't it really awesome to realise things? Mhm, and even though you are such a -------------- and stuff, like, whatever :D I feel like posting pictures :)

Unglam shiz but does it look like I care? :D

LUV U GUYS 2 DE(fghijklmnop) MAXIMUM♥

This picture is bloody funny fyi luckily it isn't focussed HAHA

Even when the world turns its back on you (look behind at deb ju shu), there's always... HEROES. B) Or more like the Spaskinsons luh -.- (HAHA ROBINSONS) (Lol Robynsons?!) (OMG ROBYN'S SONS) haha this could go on and on

HEROES. Season 2S. B)

Abilee- reminds me of Nathan Petrelli HAHA her pose screams "VOTE ME! VOTE ME!"

Julia - The ermerm girl with the split personalities, what's her name? Haha looks like right! A bit

Liaun & Robyn - The Cheerleaders :P

Shiying - Uh. HAHA Mohinder Suresh! (is that his name o_O)

Shuying - the policeman! (cause she's like, a prefect :P)

Me - Peter Petrelli, duh. I think I can fly :D HAHAHA

RUTHLIMMMMMMMMMMM xia0zhuzhux haha I lurbz dees picz w0rz.

Romaineeeee, Rachaelsickdickhead :D

I can bet you 100 bucks that Hannah has no idea I ever had this picture :P

Going to eat lunch then start on History, see you on the flipside :D

My shadow's left me

2008-09-19T18:57:00.003+08:00

Haha if nobody's realised yet, lyrics that I put on pictures might be wrong like 80% of the time, but I don't really care :) It doesn't necessarily have to be the lyric from the song that it sounds like it's from. So whatever, :D

HMMMMMMMMMMM, I am so tired today and I don't know why :(
I think I'm going to rest my brain today, yupyup.

So, so, tired.
I don't even know what I'm going to go do now. Haha,
slack online. B)

TOODLES.

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!
MALAY - NEXT MONDAY, 22 SEPT
END YEARS - NEXTNEXT MONDAY 29 SEPT

I CANNOT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER,

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exciting :)

You have made it harder just to go on

2008-09-18T19:05:00.004+08:00

Saying sorry but never meaning it;

By the way, this post has nothing to do with Janella (girl in the picture), I'm just running out of pictures to post. Picture was from Aloud! Semi-Finals :)

(Newsflash to Belicia and Brandon yeah!, I'M RUNNING OUT OF PICTURES :O)

Haven't been posting, nothing much's been going on lately.

(Oh which reminds me I need my home ec picture from Vivienne D: )

I really don't like home ec, :(

English oral marks disappointed me, but never mind. haha neh mind neh mind.

Anyway, end of years are coming! That's not exactly something to be happy about, yet, the faster it comes, the faster it goes! :D And I just simply cannot wait for them to go.

Got so much stuff waiting for me to do :)

Like...

NOTHING :) Haha kidding, but that's definitely number 1 on my list, THEN I'll do other things. Hahaha HSM3, 2S! :) Mmmm okay, hahah I don't know what else to blog about. Days are really boring. I actually love math remedial :) Because Liaun and Yifan are totally spazzes and Meli and Jiawen are super nice! Then there's always Gen and Ruthlee at the table next to us, Vivienne Nerine Shiying Ruthlim at the table behind, then there's Hannah Elizabeth Eva Abigaillee and practically almost everyone from 2S at math remedial! It's almost like a class gathering luh :P Hmmmm :)

I am sooooo excited, I CANNOT wait for end of years to end, I JUST CANNOT WAIT :)

The wait is killing me. Heh.

Good memories, good memories :)

haha Sec 3 life sounds oh-so tense and thrilling.

Betcha I won't be saying this next year. Haha I really wanna be in the same class as some people :) Cause they are just awesome company. Even if they insult me non-stop (HINTHINTRACHAELEVARUTHLIMSIYINGHINTHINT) HAHAHA but whateverz :D Haha

you know what?

I don't ever want 2S to disperse. No matter how ununited we seem at times, and no matter how OMGWTFBBQ some of us can be to others at time, no matter how many times we piss teachers off, hey, that's 2S for you :)

And I lurbbxzx eetz nehhz ~ :D

Crawling in the air tonight

2008-09-15T20:35:00.007+08:00

PLAY IT UP BITCH,

I'M THROUGH WITH YOU.

You've never been so used as I'm using you

Abusing you, my little decoy

Don't look so blue

You should've seen right through

I'm using you, my little decoy

Serves me right? I should've known you were playing this game all along. Well,

have fun. 'Cause I'm out.

Got that right.(left). not.

2008-09-14T20:23:00.003+08:00

Can someone tell me,

what am I fighting for?

I just don't know why I'm never gonna give up, give up.

I'm so confused.

But I do know this.

I HATE YOU.

this love is unbreakable

2008-09-13T12:58:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to blog since 12PM, and my computer has been lagging like crazy since. Otherwise I would've been done blogging by 12.30. It's now 1PM. Oh well.

I'm feeling majorly stressed out right now, and if you think that I'm not just because I'm being so stone, it's because I'm so stressed till I don't even know what to feel. It's just like, whoa.

End Years are in, 2 weeks? And I haven't finished anything. Pressure.

I don't know what to do anymore :(

~~YOU HURT ME.~~
And I have a nagging feeling my sister is reading this blog...

HM.
mmkthxbai...

waiting

2008-09-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is?
Rachel Yap a.k.a RACHEMS :D

2.Your relationship with him/her?
OOH, WHADDYA THINK Hahaha we're FURRRRRRIIEEEENDDDDSSS :)

3.Your 5 impression of them.
1 - EMO LITTLE KIDDO D;
2 - She's really cool if you know her B)
3 - Haha if you're a bitch to her, too bad man. Y'going down!
4 - She changes lovers like clothes.
5 - MHMZ EASY TO TALK TO ACTUALLY :D

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
UHHHHHHHHH. (Omg rachems see you didnt do anything that greatk, i actually have to think :P)
Hahaha I think it's when she told me something at MG 'Xpressivo! Dance Night 2008 :) I felt so trusted.

5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?
Hahaha I cant exactly remember, but I know she said something really nice once!!!

6.If they become ur lover,you will?
ew. I'm not a lesbian! (THE SONG I KISSED A GIRL BY KATY PERRY IS NOT LESBIAN !!!!!! THERES A LINE THAT GOES "I HOPE MY BOYFRIEND DONT MIND IT, BOYFRIEND)

7.If she become ur lover,thing she has to improve on will be?
-.-

8.If they become ur enemy,u will?
:O :O :O :O :O Will never happennnnnnn :( I hopezzzzz

9.If they become ur enermy,you will?
huh. lol. repeated?

10.You want to tell for them now is?

HI RACHEMS ^.^\/

11.Your overall impression of them is?
PLAYGIRL WITH A HEART OF GOLD HAAHAHAHAHA

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
Quoting from Dave Lim Wei Jing, "ppl juz dont feel good arnd u ><"
Is that enough?

13.The characters you love of urself are?
Nothing

14.On the contrary,the characters u hate yourself are?
Everything

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
-

16.For ppl that care and like u,say something to them.
Who cares

17.Pass this quiz to 10 person that u wished to know how they feel about you.
Do it if you want. I don't care anymore.

Name ten people, randomly.
1) Yannting
2) Kevin. (MSN)
3) Genevieve Lim
4) Jean Heng

I'm like running out of names already.

5) Abigail Tay
6) Robyn Lee
7) Wan Liaun
8) Nerine Chew
9) Brandon Ang
10) Chern Yu Zi

18.Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
Number 6 = Robyn Lee

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SW :)

19.Is no. 9 a male or female?
Number 9 = Brandon Ang
TRANNY.

20.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Number 7 & 10 = Wan Liaun & Chern Yu Zi
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MMMM, no.

21.What is no. 2 studying about?
Number 2 = Kevin
Er, English Chinese E Math A Math Full History Half Literature Physics Chemistry errr that's all? I think I left something out.. haha

22.What was the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
Number 3 = Genevieve Lim
Yesterday :)

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Number 8 = Nerine Chew
Faber Drive :) Jonas Brothers :)

24.Does no. 1 had any siblings?
Number 1 = Yann Ting
A younger brother, I think

25.Will u woo no. 3?
Number 3 = Genevieve Lim
HAHA SHE'S WOOING ME HAHAHAHAHHA

26.how about 7?
Number 7 = Wan Liaun
HAHAHA ERRRR, BARTOP BABE HAHAHAHAH (inside Home Ec joke)

27.Is no. 4 single?
Number 4 = Jean Heng
I BET NOT LUH! :P

28.What is the surname of no. 5?
Number 5 = Abigail Tay
I just said it. Tay.

29.What is a hobby of no. 10?
Number 10 = Chern Yu Zi
BEING AN AWSHUMMM KEWL DESPO NAUGHTY HAWTT & SAXXAE HIGH SPESHURR CRAPPING PARTNER!

30.Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
Number 5 & 9 = Abigail Tay & Brandon Ang
HAHA I DONT THINK THEY KNOW EACH OTHER
Or do they... :P

31.Where is no. 2 studying at?
Number 2 = Kevin
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
HAHA

32.Talk about something for no. 1.
Number 1 = Yann Ting
Reallyyyyyy nice :) Like really. I mean it! :D

33.Have u tried developing feelings for no. 8?
Number 8 = Nerine Chew
I DIDNT TRY :) HAHAHAHHAA (K)

34.Where does no. 9 live?
Number 9 = Brandon Ang
Omg stalker. PP. HAHA

35.What colour does no. 4 like?
Number 4 = Jean Heng
ER ER, BLUE?

36.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
Number 1 & 5 = Yann Ting & Abigail Tay
Nah, I don't think they know each other

37.Does no. 1 have any pets?
Number 1 = Yann Ting
HAHA, ERM FISHES? :P I DONT KNOW!

38.is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Number 7 = Wan Liaun
HAHAHA LIKE, -insert bimbo voice- TOADDEHLEEEEE

39.What is no. 10 doing now?
Number 10 = Chern Yu Zi
I bet he's playing that Miniclip Olympic game :P

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MMKTHXBAI.

GENEVIEVE LIM I WANT YOU TO DO THESE QUIZZES !!!!!
like for fun :D

When will I see your face again

2008-09-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

Mm, the lyrics might be wrong, from memory.

Have you ever felt like the whole world just crashed down on you? Yet a few moments later you feel as though you've got the whole world in your hands. The whole world, in one piece. Not broken, not shattered. It's as though you never fell and nothing ever broke.

Have you ever felt like killing yourself so badly just so you could end the pain? Yet a few moments later you feel like the happiest person on earth, as though you never knew what pain was.

Have you ever felt like the world was so unfair, and that everyone was against you? Yet a few moments later you feel like the whole world feels like a happy place, and nothing can ever bring your down.

God knows, and God cares.
Nobody else would matter anymore.
So what if you don't know what I'm going through?
So what if you don't care about me?
I know He cares, and honestly, that's all I need.
♥

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CHINESE ORAL TOMORROW GOOD LUCK EVERYONE I know you can do it :) Haha Laoshi says Nerine and I are the timekeepers :D Haha actually that isn't a very good thing, I'll have to stay back till so late. Ugh :( Math today was the greatest, 2S's dirty little secret. Oh and Chinese today was thoroughly enjoyable too. All the people on the left side of class, and half of the middle would know why :) Biology and Physics were kinda good, sciencey sciency 8- (geek emoticon on MSN). Art, as usual, was so wonderful. I love art I love art I love art :)

PE TOMORROW, Not rounders please?

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HEY GENNERZ (genevieve lim),
NO POINT IN KILLING YRSELF OVER GEOG (!!!!!!)
History & Lit ftw kayz! CRAPSTARS FTW,
Imagine if we were in the same class next year :P
SPAZTICAL.
(Haha that's kinda impossible, cause you're very smart and I'm nottttt)
Hugs&kisses, ♥Crapstar

you hang up no you hang up kind of love?

2008-09-07T12:20:00.002+08:00

OKAY, I'm gonna post this 100 questions quiz first, if you don't wanna read it (though I highly suggest that you do pls!) haha then just scroll all the way down to read my post k? :D

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by KEVIN.
8 ppl I tag: Imma gonna tag people who blog often: Claudia, Ariel, Jonwong, Rachems(rachyap/emu), and I cant think of anyone else, if you wanna take this quiz: PLEASE DO! And tell me, so I can go read. Mmhmm here we go

01. What have you been doing recently?
Work, mugging, work, mugging, oh I said those already? Haha gone out a fair bit. BALANCED.

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
Of course, when it's necessary to.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was sleeping? Actually I was just lying in bed, too lazy to get up.

04. When did you last cry?
Kind of teared yesterday while watching WALL-E

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Mmm sure.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
~~HAPPY HAPPY GOOD GRADES HAPPY HAPPY YAY NICE PEOPLE?~~
I actually don't know.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
UMBRELLA if I totally can, yeah I'm an auntie like that. For some reason, I feel like a retard with my hood up.(if I had a hood)

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillow

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
STRIPED BOXERS. Hey hey eva I want the polkadotted ones (!!!!)

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I don't keep anything in my inbox. My previous phone had the birthday smses. Those I guess.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't know if I tend to. But it usually turns out more complicated than expected. If I tend to, I'm sorry?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Let's see.
Er nope, not now.
Erm, does a hair clip count? Cause if it does, from my sister.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
WALL-EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D !!!!!!!!!!!

14. What are you proud of?
My humility? HAHA.
Kay not working, er I don't know.
Can someone tell me what I have that I can be proud of?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I don't keep anything in my inbox/sent items/outbox. Erm, prev phone would be this sms that I got in 2004 from some number that I don't know. I can't remember what it said and I'm too lazy to get my phone. But it was really nice, and inspiring, thus I kept it. I'll tell whoever wants to know, when I remember what it is.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Can't Smile Without You :)

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Pear? Boredbuddy? Pearurin? Pearlinywinny? Ohoh, spongegarrrrrrr (from Robyn), AND I CANNOT REMEMBER. If you have a nickname for me, please do tell! P.s I don't like people to call me Pearly. Or Pearl. Unless you're referring to Mr Krabbs' daughter, Pearl, then go right ahead :)

18. What does your last received text message say?
I don't keep messages (!!!!), but if I try to recall, I think it's something like "hurrying! the traffic's really heavy >:(" from Srh Hhhhhhhhh (Sarah Heah) :D

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Mmm, 12+?

20. Are you currently happy?
Maybe, what if I'm not

21. Who gives you best advice?
I... don't know. I don't really consult people with my problems? I usually keep them general. Hm, Kevin makes damn a lot of sense most of the time. Oh and then there's Claudia who helped me yesterday, haha :)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
NOPE, DISGUSTING, UNHYGENIC, NOPE NOPE NOPE
+ it looks kinda dangerous, try accidentally squirting whipped cream in yr eye from the nozzle ?!?!

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Random phonecall? Nobody

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah, this bug on my piece of paper. No kidding.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Cheryl Yew, Sarah Heah and Carolyn Kwok :)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
YES AND I LOVE THEM. I don't care what people say haha
Anyway what's so bad about toe socks ?!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
I don't have Caller ID, hun.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
MAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, why; do you feel guilty?

29. What annoys you most in a person?
DIFFERENT PEOPLE, DIFFERENT THINGS.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
~~Not a crush, babeeee~~
hahaha no one.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nope

32. What is the colour of your room?
White. Well it was supposed to be anyway.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

34. Do you believe in the saying of : "talk is cheap?"
Talk is cheap but it adds up doesn't it?

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Uh, ME?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Uhm. Yeah, good question.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
No? Unless you can see non-existent beings. Cause I've never kissed anyone haha

38. Do you have a life?
MMHMMMMMMMM BECAUSE GOD GAVE IT TO ME :D

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
er isn't it "Have you ever THOUGHT" er okay never mind haha er one time I thought Brandon Ang's grandfather died because in the orbituaries it listed Brandon Ang as the grandson so it's not my fault !!!! haha sorry brandon oh btw I guess Brandon Ang is a common name

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
What's my profile song?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Mmm cannot tell you
Hha okay honestly I cannot remember.
BUT EVEN IF I REMEBERED I STILL CANNOT TELL YOU :D

42. Last time you smiled?
Last night at Caro's house w/CherylSarahCaro!

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes I have I have I have I have whatcha gonna do about it

44. What are you listening right now?
7 THINGS - MILEY CYRUS
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY, CAUSE I ACTUALLY LOVE THIS SONG :X D:

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
ODELIAWELIA

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
I say it's open but my family says it's closed cause as a kid I bumped into many things like a pole and a fence but my eyes were open so I guess I'm just really blur and maybe cock-eyed sometimes

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Mmm, before, it was "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
Then there's one from Wall-E, by the captain: "I don't want to survive, I want to live
Mhmm so please live by that, Don't just go through life by just surviving. LIVE IT :D

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Whatcha gonna do about it?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Keyboard. Both the one on the computer that you use to type and the actual musical one. Not so much of the actual musical one though. But still.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Giving "you" a chance. Claudia & Nerine will know who.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Hahaha in Cheryl Yew's car on the way home

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
...What love life?

53. What song best describe your love life?
Refer to question 52: ...What love life?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I'm not even sure if I like the person so whateverz

55. Who always make you laugh?
Haha anyone as long as you can say something that amuses me. And a lot of things amuse me.
And btw, making me smile is different from making me laugh. K just wanted to point that out. Haha dk why but okay never mind ill stop talking rubbish

56. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Chinese, Malay?

57. Favourite website(s)?
Don't have one. I don't think.

58. What's your middle name?
I don't have one Haha I want one. Gimme oneeee

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
SCHOOL! and mugging mugging mugging mugging

60. What do you think you are like?
Can someone tell me?
oh wait, the question asks what do YOU Think YOU are like.
I think I'm kinda nice. I think.
You know what, forget it. Can someone just tell me ; mmkthxbai.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Is it counted if I don't want to die? Okay Idk who I wanna die WITH, but I do wanna meet God AFTER I do so.

62. Where have you been today?
Haha Home. that's all hahah

63. What game do you play often?
I'm still desperately trying to find my Sims CD. Since 2000. Screw it, huh? I like wii.

64. Who are you missing right now?
I don't quite know, actually. Haha I do know that I need pictures from Sarah and Carolyn, hah!

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Doesn't Love come with friends? Like.. friendly love hhaha

66. What are you doing right now?
QUIZ. MSN. iTUNES. GONNA DO WORK I GUESS ?!??!

67. Which primary school are you from?
METHODIST GIRLS' SCHOOL (PRIMARY)

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
RAINBOW SPECTRUM RAINBOW

69. What emotion you like to show?
Idk, the one I'd like to show is the emotion that fits what you want to see.

70. What is your life to you?
Ooh a philosophy question and a topic for your GP paper or something

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Be troubled? I'll 1) tell someone about it 2) do nothing.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Odelia, now too.

73. Who do you admire most?
Holy spirit

74. Which month are you born in?

MAY :D

75. How are you feeling right now?
Mixed, happy&accomplished/sad&unaccomplished. Haha because of diff things

76. What is the time now?
12:58PM [like, afternoon haha]

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
KEVIN. He is a...very nice person who deserves to be recognised :)
And he doesn't talk nonsense, he doesn't do nonsense. He knows what he wants and he'll usually do whatever it takes to get it. haha okay now im making him sound like some serial killer hahha

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
I dont dye my hair

79. Why are you doing this test?
1) i'm bored 2) kevin tagged me?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Be moody. Haha rmbr The Amanda Bynes Show, moody's point. hhaa. haha.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
I have no idea

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend/Boyfriends or friends?
Ultimately, they're all friends? I'll tell when I have the former.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
Do ultra dangerous things like bungee-jumping, sky-diving, swimming with the sharks, getting electrocuted, and tell whoever I love that I love them, that is if I haven't already :D

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
I don't really think God counts, because when you trust someone, it's when you decide to keep things to yourself and only reveal it to certain people because you believe that they will keep it to themselves to. Basically, someone whom you trust is someone who you think is a part of you, thus they have the ability to keep it to themselves, and then it leads it back to yourself. That's when you trust someone. But with God, you don't keep things from him. You tell him everything, without hesitation, and the reason why you tell him is not because you trust him. But well, just for the very reason that He is your God.

Haha okay that was a long unnecessary chunk. Anyway, if you mean people?
Nerine, Willabelle, Cheryl Yew, Momoko, Belicia, Brandon, Odelia, and a lot of other people I'm sorry if your name isn't here, it's not that I don't trust you it's just that I really cannot remember but I still love you aha I sound like a spaz

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ACCORDING TO THE LAWS OF PHYSICS, YES I DO BELIEVE THAT DUE TO THE REFRACTION OF WHITE LIGHT THROUGH A RAINDROP, THE WHITE LIGHT WILL SPLIT INTO 7 DIFFERENT COLOURS: RED ORANGE YELLOW GREEN BLUE INDIGO VIOLET(I THINK I SCREWED THE ORDER UP BUT NVM) AND THEN DUE TO THE DIFFERENT SPEEDS OF THE DIFFERENT COLOURED LIGHTS AND THEREFORE IT REFRACTS AT DIFFERENT ANGLES, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE A BAND OF COLOURS WHICH IS ALSO COMMONLY KNOWN AS A "RAINBOW"

Yes

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
~~Me and you, setting in a honeymoon.~~
haha I dk, but I like that song! I'm Like a Lawyer with the way I'm always trying to get you off me (Me + You) - fall out boy, go check it out if you dont know it huh

87. What is your goal for this year?
FRIKKIN GOOD GRADES. That's all, for this year. I'll deal with my shiatty personality next year. I think
no wait, im already dealing with my personality, it's an on-going thing so that cant be my goal for THIS year alone
WAIT, am i such a bad person? o_O

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
MM MAYBE. It's what people make it out to be, huh? Like how Romeo+Juliet is considered eternal love because well, people keep harping on it -.-

89. What feeling do you love most?
LOVING AND BEING LOVED.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
I don't think, I know

91.What feeling you hate the most?
HATING AND BEING HATED.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YES. I'll cherish you even if you don't cherish me, but of course I'll cherish you more if you cherish me hahah

93. Do you believe in God?
YES

94. Who cares for you most?
GOD. And whoever cares for me, I'll let you tell me yourself. Because I don't want to expect something that isn't there

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
THE IMPORTANCE OF LIFE.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
...why would I be fighting
haha oh oh are we playing street fighter omg i wna be chun li haha okay i'll bring my video game controllers omgomg do they have street fighter on wii?! that'll be mega cool damnit

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
The question is a bit weirdly phrased.. Haha okay anyway er not studying hard, but then again, if I studied hard a lot of things wouldn't happen and I wouldn't be where I am now, and it's just really really complicated. I'll explain to you if you want to know -.-

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Mm, I believe there'll always be someone even if you feel there isn't. And that someone will always be there even if you don't want them to be. mmhmm isn't that wonderful

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
...I'll tell you when I 1) actually get a stead 2) and he frikkin two-times me. If he dares

100. How do you feel now?
No difference from when I started the quiz.Oh but I do feel kinda empowered because I'm listening to Sugarcult - Riot and HAHA SOMEHOW IT MAKES ME FEEL POWERFUL B) HAHAHA

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MM SO YESTERDAY, I was supposed to go support Claudia's brother at Yio Chu Kang sports hall, but couldn't make it in the end. Cause of screwed up time schedules haha anyway he won and emerged champion GO RYAN! haha then I was supposed to go for Odelia's/Hillary's bbq, haha sorrryzzz screwed up time schedules again heh

So anyway, at first I arranged to meet Srh Hhhhhhhhh♥(Sarah Heah) Haha then she said she had squash cip in sch till 4.30, so I met Cheryl Yew♥ firstttttt :D we went to cine and watched Wall-E

like O.M.G IT IS BY FAR THE MOST SWEETEST SHOW I HAVE EVER SEEN !!!!!!!!! I wouldn't expect a lot of people to see it the way I do, because I usually scrutinise things a lot haha but anyway omg I could write an entire lit paper on it omg it's so awesome Haha anyway we bought tickets, actually wanted to catch Make It Happen(?) or something but the next timing was at 6:15pm haha and it was like around 2+ haha so we walke down, saw shuying arriel vaz and ariel goh haha small-talked then cheryl and i went to starbuckssssss she got some raspberry frap i think and i got my CARAMEL FRAP MM YUMMY. haha thanks cheryl :) hahaha then we went back to cine, got my beloved chicken and iced lemon tea, she got nachos and coke and OMGGG she told me the most hilarious thing EVER. hahaha it is so frikkin funny i tell you haha but yeah i cant tell you hah at least i cant post it here :D and i was laughing like mad throughout omgg im still laughing over it! anyway, haha around cine/heeren/along orchard there were these OVERLY and disgustingly totally too over-buff men wearing wifebeaters(singlets, ya?) and omg it was dam nfieshgieshg because their muscles were like, just WAY too much and stuff. haha they were giving out some idk what but cheryl just took it -.- hahaha anyway, after Wall-E, we went to Minitoons to look at gay stuff :P then we walked to heeren, was supposed to get a horror movie, but decided against it! because it was gonna be rly late when we leave carolyn's house, so yeah. haha big nono. then we took mrt to yiochukang mrt, met carolyn at the mrt and OMG HAHA HAD A BLAST LAUGHING OVER LITTLE STUPID STUFF HAHAHA OMG okay then we took bus 70M(whoa seh like james bond or sth -.- ) to the busstop, VERY far from her house. we had to walk in like mad. hahah called sarah like tonnes of times. hahah then when we reached her house, we had a VERY PAINFUL dinner because we kept laughing while eating and thankfully it didnt happen to me, but rice/coke/sprite went up their noses HAHA then we made heckloads of noise and carolyn's brother(s) scolded us so we went to her room, slacked. and haha we called justin heah haha "hey whats the time now? it's still 7? your clock is spoilt man" hahaha then after a loooooong while, sarah arriveddddddddd! haaha took pics, but not enoughhh! hahha i'll post pics when i get em, i realised sarah aint on my facebook! -.- haha kay nvm, then gossipedddd hhaha then in the frikkin rain we walked to the bus stop, took a bus to some.. place, bought satay and prata then we went to this fish shop and omg it was like one of the worst experiences EVER. because like the fishies were stuck underneath the water filter thingy and like !!!! AHHH OMG ONE OF THE WORST EXPERIENCES EVER AND CONSIDERING I HAVE A FRIKKIN INNATE FEAR OF FISH AND ALL THINGS SLIMY :( anyway. haha went back to carolyn's house, sat for a few minutes then cheryl's dad came, haha thanks for the ride homeeee! :D mmhmm, then i went online and after a while i went to sleep.

IM GOING TO STUDY NOW. HISTORY OR SCIENCE?

MMKTHXBAI♥

(btw I think I kinda miss you? we used to talk for hours on end, and...hm never mind. It's gone haha)

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

2008-09-05T16:22:00.013+08:00

OMGZZZ!! IM GONNA SPEAK VERY INCOHERENTLY FROM NOW ONWARDS BECUZ I JUST RECEIVED THE EMAIL IN MY EMAIL INBOX THINGUM!!!!!

CANON PHOTOMARATHON 2008
click on it!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG LOVVVEEEEEE. Now I gotta go find peoplez B) ~~stupid~~ lipin/grace/joanne say it's too near Os :P and i think so too.
18th oct, people!!!

omgomgomgomgomg i so wna join the EOS School Challenge and as mrs michelle lim puts it "win something for the school" so that we can request for the school to buy us a DSLR omgomgzzzzzask me for details peoplez B) LUBLUBLUB YOU.

hahah im speaking so frikkin incoherently nowz if youre spikkin to me now
anyway pictures from 1) be yourself day 2) ariel's sleepover 3) gillian's macbook from eons ago 8D

haha i dont know your name, junior who was with sherylchew, but i like this pic :D

dan the man chan (yellow) and gaybriel (white) :D

This is the most spazziest photo EVER.

JUMPPPP

the TWO SPAZZES. that everyone luvvvs ;D

2) ariel's sleepover

ignore me;D focus on abi, shes so cute!!!

the biggggg grass patch along old holland rd :D

ON old holland road:D

ON old holland road, again!:D

haha omg a ACS thingum.

on the way back from serene!

I think this was somewhere outside near Serene :P on the way back!

I cant remember which road this was :) on the way back from serene!

Around 5.30 :) along old holland road!

I was bored D: And I was taking a pic of Abi too (:

this is how much I love Ariel's shades :}

HAHA THIS IS A MEANINGLESS PICTURE BUT I JUST POSTED IT ANYWAYZZZZZZ

Hahahah I look mega tired in here but I wuznt. Look in the background: abi's laughing!!

I think this was around 2am :) Busstop outside the condo next to Maplewoods

Hahahah omg look at ariel, then look into the mirror :P

ABIITAYYY SO CUTEEEE :D :D :D fishball face omg

Hahah Abi doesn't know what's going on :D

Robyn's trying to be as tall as me :} NOT WORKINGZ.

Omg I really liked this picture :( But robyn didn't save it. Heheh

:D 3 piled up Spazzies on the couch, Abitay on the floor and Ruthlee on the massage chair :P

I have no idea where the hell they are pointing to -.- >:(

I like this picture :)

Haha robyn, you were supposed to do the :O face. :P I guess I failed HAHA

Awww it's blur :( ROBYNZ PEARLYNZ ABITAYZ

3) Gillian's macbook from eons ago 8D

Omg I love comicbook effect it makes ya look like y'have braces B)

This is, THE GILLIAN POSE.

SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ

SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ SPAZ

haha oh.my.gosh.

Love you in slow motion

2008-09-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

This may never start

I'll tear us apart

Can I be your enemy

Losing half a year

Waiting for you here

I'd be your anything

Hahaha kinda funny huh? Surprise surprise. Omg yummyz but can I ask why BIG breakfasts are so small?!?! Yeah and my mum told the guy "2 packets of jam for each set of big breakfast" and the food arrived and in total there were only 2 packets when there were two sets of big breakfast. Either the guy's math sucks, or he just couldn't be bothered to give us 2 more packets or he didn't hear it. But he so heard it, he repeated it and asked "is that all" >: ( PFFFTZ.
Puff. Haha but it tastes good. HMMMM. Hahaha justin chong and his stupid SCREAMERZ things hahah i hate those stuff, one day im gonna create a website full of all those stuff. you know those kinda stuff where they're like "move in closer" "listen closely" "come closer to the screen" then suddenly BAM! this freaky as hell thing jumps at you and there's a AAAAAAAHHHHHH blood-curdling scream in the background? Yeah. those stuff. juvenile little things. ITZ SCARY D:

Hahah anyway, thank you ROBBOZ (robyn lee) for yesterday nighttttt, I didn't know who else to tell :) I LOVE YOU PATARRR ♥

mhmmmz, Tiger Shark lit pbq, history assignment, havent done :( NEH MIND NEH MIND.
I will survive D:

hahaha hillary's bbq tomorrow, should i go? i wanna goooooo, but i dont know if i can. Hahahha oh wellz. Till laterrrrrrrr, ♥

but if i let you go

2008-09-04T12:06:00.003+08:00

Hahaha okay world, I guess I feel like blogging?
But if you ever wonder why I'm not updating,
you can always click here :D
So yeah, pretty much it.

Hahaha a lot of stuff has happened since I put up the hiatus sign, but I can't really remember what.
Let's just start on this week?
Monday was math LESSON. Not remedial considering it... wasn't remedial? Met ariel for breakfast at kap, my beloved big breakfuzzzzz<3 then walked to school and met ruthlee on the way, met loadsa people at the canteen. went to class to grab math tbs, then to conference room. slacked around for a while cause mrs poh was late. 2hrs felt like 40 minutes! haha it was kinda fun and relaxing :D haha hey 2S, rmbr robyn's phone? ;D hahaha then after that went to kap for lunch with eva nerine joie haha then nerine and i borrowed clothes and a bike from hannah and rachlooi respectively :) haha then later we desperately needed water so we went to ariel's house, old holland to casa and slacked. watched abitay robyn corinne ruthlee play wii. i did the most stupidest thing, swung the wii controller and smacked myself in the face resulting in bleeding lips/gumzzzz. haha okay ill spare the details. abitay and i last-minute sleptover at 9pm, then we were deciding what to do. at first we wanted to go to town (at 10pm) then later decided against it cause ariel's dad was gonna come home soon. so we watched Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix, i didnt want to but abitay did then she fell asleep(!!!!!) zomgz. hahaha then after that, we sat around, msning, and other stuff. ariel and i gave half the world missed calls cause we were ringing loads of people and they weren't answering, around 2am we decided to go to serene centre. cycled/scootered/skateboarded there and back. hha had mango smoothie at serene, though i wanted mangoberry. they were out of berries(??!) D: abitay had a mocha thingum and ariel had a sprite and fries. haha there was this freaky man who was stalking us. then we went back to ariel's house, showered, slept a bit, in the morning, robyn came over :D then we prank-called like nobody's business. omgomgomgomg HAHAHH.
what's the time now? ;)

hahaha then went home.
hehhe.

oh yea before monday was be yourself day, whole class came in emo black emo black emo black haha passed willa her cake, oh yes her cake!

before be yourself day it was thursday and i went to yuzi's house with brandon to bake for jon and willa's birthdays :) hahaha brownie was yummy :D

hahahah i dont know what else to say hmmm err nothing else happened?
haha eoys eoys eoys eoys eoys !!!!!
update next timezz :)

my friendster's got some pics :D
K BYE,
i hope ariel/robyn will send me the ariel'shouse pics soon. hahahah
see you on the flipside

we only got 4 minutes to save the world

2008-08-11T21:07:00.004+08:00

Yeah, I very much do feel that a hiatus needs to be in place. I need to start studying, yeah.

But before this hiatus takes place, let me just update a little bit on what's gone on in my life so far after I posted the National Day post.

- I've been catching the Olympics (!!) Yeah, haha didn't think I would but I did. So far I've caught swimming, badminton singles Men, beach volleyball men, hockey women/men, weightlifting women, synchronised diving men, I think that's all? haha I missed all the gymnastics and I cant find t&f but never mind Haha so yeah all these I've just caught randomly, when I switched channels or something like that team USA swimming ftw!! oh and have you heard? thomas daley, 14 year old british olympic diver!! wonderful wonderful, fantastic. michael phelps! katie hoff! oh how exciting. Oh the wonders of sport, the unpredictability.

- I cut my fringe. By myself. yes, i cut my own fringe hahaha like whoa, whoa. hahaha no big deal. i think it looks... nice? hm okay. but it looks like crap when i tie my hair up.

- Bio common test tomorrow (?) then there's history(?!) Hm okay goodbyegoodbyefarewell

Haha I forgot what else I wanted to say ahha ahyes

im going to forget knowing you

every single one of you

i wanna start anew

make old friends again

yes hello how's you

have we met before?

you seem so familiar

and yet so new

who are you again?

P.s, i took out all my links because i know i cant catch up with all your changing links, sorry to anyone who uses my blog to blog-hop, so terribly sorry.

on a totally different note,

I never apologised, it's just polite to say sorry.

Happy birthday Singapore

2008-08-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

Pictures from yesterday, but they're kinda blur :(

Joanne!

Lipin!

Haha tried doing a bit of work, a bit.

Watched Beach Volleyball Men's Netherlands vs Switzerland. netherlands won first game. hahaha

kay bye

Oh I do hope you learn your lesson

2008-08-08T16:56:00.004+08:00

080808!
Yes, I just had to write it somewhere :D
ONCE IN A LIFETIME MEANS THERE'S NO SECOND CHANCE.
(to write 080808 again)

Hahahah alright!
Had National Day celebrations today :)
Was pretty okay I guess, was on duty. Was super on-task for the first few minutes then later we all slacked like crazy. During the performance, we I was busy camwhoring with Lipin Joanne and Diane :D Hahaha Still waiting for them to come online and send me the pictures! :)
Isaac, Ms Kek's nephew, is super cute:D Hahaha after the celebrations, we had a mini talk.

About Student Leaders!
Yes, I want to be one, thank you very much.
No sniggering, piss off.

Anyway, after that, went to town with Eva :D
Met AbiLee, Shiying, Phoebe, Shermin, Hannah, Genevieve, Sarah, RachelTeh, Amabel, Nicole at the busstop. Crapped like mad on the bus. Sarah/Rachelteh/Amabel/Nicole got off at who-knows-where and AbiLee/Shiying/Phoebe/Shermin/Hannah/Genevieve, Eva and I got off at the Plaza Singapure busstop, they went to P.S and we went to Park Mall to have lunch :) Had some weird Jap food thing. Was pretty...bad. Hahah but nice atmosphere because we were practically the only ones in the whole of Park Mall :D

Walked around a bit, bought a slice of P.Osh cheesecake(!!!!) now I'm suspecting that it had alcohol in it :P But it tasted really damn good. Ate it at Starbucks, accompanied by a Caramel Frappucino Venti(7 bucks omg but a heavenly good tasting 7 bucks) while (attempting) to study Biology and History. In the end, we just gossiped :) Walked around a bit more, went to Carrefour, Action city (saw charlene and raquel there), walked out, saw tinghui and sabina, walked walked walked then I went home and Eva went for training.

Hahaha fun day, all in all.

:)

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, homework to be completedddddddddd!
Mathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Okaybubhyebhesydyfsf

2008-08-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

I always try my best to be there for you,
but it's not my fault when she's always there before me.

I guess she never left your side,
I'm sorry I always take so long to decide.

Whether or not as a friend you are true,
but now I'm going to tell you,
I ain't gonna find another one like you.

When you shed a tear, I'll be here, just don't fear.
You either think nobody cares,
or sometimes you only care that she doesn't care.

I'm trying to show you that I want to help,
but never mind I think that's enough.

& before anyone says anything, the above is referring to a close friend. A Close friend who's a girl, and no, I'm not lesbian you freak.

Gen, can't believe you actually bet with Liaun ???? Hahaha oh well,
I guess I am clumsy.
indeed, there's never been a PE lesson so far where I have not tripped/fell/slid/whatever/injury, guilty as charged.

Oh man, does it hurt.

(my computer is like so frigging lag now.)

Yay, can't wait for Friday :)

Lagtime

2008-08-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Saturday: Gabbie's church & Justin Mao's birthday Part 1
Sunday: Justin Mao's birthday Part 2

SATURDAY: GABBIE'S CHURCH & MAO'S BIRTHDAY PART 1
Hahah woke up, got on the computer for a while then left to meet Corinne at City Hall MRT. Got there at like 11.45 when we were supposed to meet at 12. Stoned for a bit, thank goodness for Zens :) Then Corinne arrived! & kicked my leg and I thought it was some random shiatty stranger so I almost kicked the person in the (what I thought) balls. Nyeh, then contacted Abitay first, then we walked to Suntec. Stopped at The Body Shop because Corinne wanted to buy more deo :P White musk! Hahaha then we continued our walk to Suntec, walked around before finding Tower 4. Stoned around, went to Carrefour to buy gummies :D Forest fruits & snakes! Natural confectionary :) Haha then met Gabbie and Shiying at the shuttle bus loading bay area, waited for Abitay on the carousel thingy. Followed Shiying to Starbucks to buy her ICED CARAMEL MACCHIATO. She totally embarrassed herself omg :P Hahhaa but it's really damn good! ICED CARAMEL MACCHIATO! :D Then Abitay arrived so we took the escalators up to Gabbie's church, new creation; rock auditorium! hahah lined up outside, then later Gabbie and Shiying went to pick Ruth Lee and Shuying up Hahah so Corinne, Abitay and I stoned in the line :P Soon after, Gabbie and Shiying arrived with Ruth Lee and Shuying. Soon enough, the doors opened(!!) Haha super cool. Hahah all in all, I think it was really good haha I seriously felt His presence there and I cried 3 times :\ Haha anyway, after that, I went to City Hall MRT to go to Pasir Ris :)
Thank goodness Dave was at Tanah Merah interchange when I reached Pasir Ris, cause Lizzie wasn't able to pick me up :\ and I knew no shix about how to get to Costa Sands from Pasir Ris MRT heh. Met Dave then took 354 Whoohoooo. The chalet was damn freaking awesome :) Put stuff down then later went with Lizzie & Nerine to buy Mao's eyelash curler :P and got double chocolate frappes at mccafe wheeeet. Went back to the chalet then Lizzie & Nerine left to go to the beach. Hahah Loadsa damn funny stuff happened, just so Mao could get his hamsters :P
At night, we played Taboo(!!!!) AWESOME MAN TABOO RULES 8D Amazing, we won 50-49 :D Ngeh. Then at 11.40PM we went to watch THE DARK KNIGHT. Frigging awesome, frigging. awesome. Just that I was about to fall asleep and I was practically freezing/shivering and my teeth were chattering. But it was frigging awesome :) Then we went back to the chalet and stoned around, Shaun & Jarrad providing entertainment :D guitar&song! Played taitee, then Angel, Linghui, Gerald and went to sleep cause they wanted to sleep. And the rest of us didn't want to, so Mao, Jarrad, Shaun, Marc, Dave and I walked around the chalets at night, trying to find Pasir Ris beach and in the end we didn't go cause it was like OUT of the place, and you had to pay $1 to get back in again (it was like 4am or sth and you have to pay again if you go in after 2am) so we walked back to the chalet, turned out the lights and started stoning. Talked a bit, then everyone just dozed off a while but the hamsters were super noisy D: hahaha I doubt I slept at all, I think it was just like, 10 minutes.

SUNDAY: JUSTIN MAO'S BIRTHDAY PART 2
then woke up around 7am? Jarrad and Dave were awake too so we played with the random Taboo cards and Jarrad was playing guitar and we just sat around talking. Haha then Jia Yuan woke up then later he went back to sleep. Luckily Jarrad brought his tablet! :D So I was on MSN & iTunes :) haha then later Linghui woke up :) and came over and started talking, and doing stuff on the computer (HAHA OMG ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US). Then it was around 9am, and they had to leave at 10am, so Jarrad, Dave, Linghui and I started blasting songs to wake them up, hehhhhhh. Then later it was 10am so all the guys left to go wildwildwet&escapethemepark, then the bunch of us (Angel, Linghui, Gerald, 2 or 3 other people) stayed. Then later ALL of them left. So I was alone, all alone in the chalet. Called Gabbie, and she said she was coming :) So I continued stoning & playing Solitaire while waiting for her to come.

When Gabbie came, we stoned for like 15 more minutes, she played a bit on Jarrad's guitar :) then we went to buy food to bring back to the chalet to eat. PIGS :D Played more Solitaire then the guys came back (HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHHAHA) Anyway, stoned around somemore and Shaun & Jarrad provided more entertainment then later the guys left and Gabbie & I stayed to help Mao & his dad with the stuff.
Hahhaha twas super fun :D

Happy Birthday Justin Mao! 040808

Thanks for being such a good disciple eh :P Hahaha you're so stalking me lah omg. You almost took my bag home somemore ._. Hhaha anyway, hope you had a good time at your chalet eh! (:

Happy Birthday Momoko Loh! 040808

DUDE, Ampersand humptheWHATTTTTS! So totally gonna meet up next time kay! :D with Cheryl :) HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY MAN 8D

ngehh, now it's 10.47PM, and im not exactly tired. haha chinese common test tomorrow. One word: Die.

Class photo taking tomorrow, nooooooooo :( stupid ulcer >: (
~~hmm, i guess i have nothing else to say now? Yeah hahaha nothing else to update!fshdgsegsegishdfklfhesioghkdhoigsheflkesfh~~

OHHHH, I finally remebered what happened today!

PREFECTS' INVESTITURE! :D

Haha so awesome, I slipped myself on duty at the reception :) It's really damn awesome shit lah, just hanging around with my seniors :D FREE FOOD & GOOD COMPANY, what's better ;) the carrot cake was awesome :D haha the fish nuggets and fruitcake were errrrr. Lol hahaha said hi to Hadrian :D

then later went back to class and had physics lab. hehh, k gtg bye.

P.S Sorry people who ask me to relink/link you, I'm just too FKSHLKEHGOISEG to even do anything about my skin now hahaha just like wait a while, sorreh!
P.P.S Sorry if I dont reply your tag hahhaa
Btw, Patar, cause I cant access your blog, Haha thanks! :) Yeah Im so glad its cleared up :D

Hallelujah

2008-07-31T17:51:00.003+08:00

We've got nothing but
we've got nothing but
we've got nothing but
we've got nothing but
time on our hands.

You're a disgusting slut, do you know that?
Even if I usually overreact sometimes,
even if I am a bit too loud most of the time,
even if you hate me to the core (don't worry, the feeling's mutual),
at least I'm not a slut; like you.
Just suck it up and piss off.
Piss off.